Feb 29, 2004 20:25
Sometimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?
Dear You,
I'm really getting messed up in the head lately. I've been thinking that there's nothing in this world that can be truly beautiful for any of us. If by some miracle we find something beautiful, it only lasts for a moment in time. THat's just how it is. Perfection is only a moment, and I can spend the rest of my life searching for perfection and happiness, but I most likely won't get it.
Well, all I actually want is someone to be there for me no matter what. Nothing more than hugs in the physical department, really. I'm having such cravings for a hug that I think I'll probably end up developing a twitch.
I guess, since that will never really happen for me, I will just write these letters to you and pretend that you can actually be here for me if I need you. I can pretend that you actually exist.
Me