no more confusion!
ToDaY wAs InTrEsTiNg:::
i found out the ppl who thought i was fat and ugly had the wrong person . . . so that made me feel a lot better about myself! they appologized so it is all good stuff!
i had a lot of closure today. . . and most ppl know what i mean. . . so i can finally get my mind off of everythin without harrassments and ppl tryin to make me feel jealous and guilty of somethin i didnt do. i got to clear my head of a lot of thoughts today. . . it was great. i needed the time to think.
•i think im slipping away. . away from everything.. . i hear ur voice and i can not bear. . . the burden it is to hear. . . u cause so much pain but yet i am still holdin on. . . silently i stand behind. . . and look at things unwind. . . the unpatient minds, of the people behind. . . all the rumors the air fills. it just doesnt cover the emotions that were left behind.•
•i love the way u smell. . . the way u walk from here to there. . . the way u touch me and i dont care. . . the way i feel when ur not here. . . the way i wanna kiss u every time i think of u. . . all i have to say is that i love u.•
SoNg:::
"I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands"
-ashley-
today was a really good day lol