Jul 15, 2004 23:28
fuck everything! holy shit, my family is completely psycho. it seems that they can ruin a perfectly good day....everyday. wow there's an accomplishment! fuck u all...
sorry had to vent there. *whew* i ate some 'special' cookies today and that was my only escape thus far into the night.i really wanted to talk to cody tonight, but he didn't get to jakey's until late. eh, shit happens i guess.
wtf does life always seem pointless?
i don't have fun anymore.
i can't stand my family.
i can hardly deal with my friends sometimes.
i can't even go to a memorial for a friend because i can't handle it.
i cry at the most random moments.
i can sit in a room full of close friends, and i still feel alone.
i just don't get it.