what happened? did you break up with your boyfriend, or are people making fun of you?? this entry is kinda vague...
i've felt the same way before.. that low feeling. sometimes after i say something, i wish i hadn't said it because it wasn't as cool as i thought, and i get all paranoid about what people thought and assume that they think i'm an idiot, when they might not have even thought that at all. it's called a moment of self-doubt. in the last 2 years (ever since i graduated high school pretty much) i've learned that other peoples opinions mean shit. everyone is self-conscious about something deep down. it's not like the world is perfect and you're flawed and everyone is judging you. most people don't think they're attractive even if they are good looking. everyone has put their foot in their mouth before or said something lame. who cares about impressing others? people tend to laugh at you if they sense that you're trying too hard. the whole thing is in your head. i think you rock just the way you are, and if anybody says otherwise you should correct their stupid asses!
thank you tina.. and no, we didn't break up, and I know this was a bit vague.. but when I was going to put it in my myspace blog, it was intended to be that way as to not pin point or give people anyhting to say.
You are right.. I need to care less of what people think. No, people aren't making fun of me to my face, but sometimes it feels like they are behind my back.
Matt and I were fighting, which is why I posted this.. I just felt lame and unwanted. your advice is always good. :)
i've felt the same way before.. that low feeling. sometimes after i say something, i wish i hadn't said it because it wasn't as cool as i thought, and i get all paranoid about what people thought and assume that they think i'm an idiot, when they might not have even thought that at all. it's called a moment of self-doubt. in the last 2 years (ever since i graduated high school pretty much) i've learned that other peoples opinions mean shit. everyone is self-conscious about something deep down. it's not like the world is perfect and you're flawed and everyone is judging you. most people don't think they're attractive even if they are good looking. everyone has put their foot in their mouth before or said something lame. who cares about impressing others? people tend to laugh at you if they sense that you're trying too hard. the whole thing is in your head. i think you rock just the way you are, and if anybody says otherwise you should correct their stupid asses!
Reply
thank you tina.. and no, we didn't break up, and I know this was a bit vague.. but when I was going to put it in my myspace blog, it was intended to be that way as to not pin point or give people anyhting to say.
You are right.. I need to care less of what people think. No, people aren't making fun of me to my face, but sometimes it feels like they are behind my back.
Matt and I were fighting, which is why I posted this.. I just felt lame and unwanted. your advice is always good. :)
Reply
Leave a comment