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So I've put a new layout up... I actually had a dark purple one up, but it didn't show me the amount of comments on other peoples posts. And I could barely read the font and the font color, so here I am with yet another layout.
So not much is going on, still. Education is the talk of the town, and it pisses me off. What I mean by all this, is that education is all my parents talk about anymore. They typed up this stupid "study log" for every day use.. um, good luck. I have two weeks of this sem left, I'm not taking any classes in the summer, and when i get to GVSU, I'm not going to fill out a study log every day. It's just not happening, sorry. I'm freaking 18, not twelve anymore. I'm not allowed to do anything, I have a fucking bed time, and I feel like i'm a kid still. This is putting stress on matt and I's relationship, because who wants to date a girl who can't do anything, who has a ten o clock bedtime? It's embarrassing.
I don't make enough money to afford rent, so I can't move out. If I move out, I know I'll get no support from my parents, either, so I would have to take out huge student loans which I know will take forever to pay off.
I'm stuck in a rut.
My parents were stupid and never decided on wheter or not I could stay with matt at the hotel after the formal, and the due date passed to reserve it. so that pissed me off. and no doubt it pissed matt off too - now he has to take my sorry butt home after the formal like a fucking kid. It's absolutely ridiculous. At this point (or even eariler for some) kids just tell their parents what they are doing, they don't ask for permission.
So I'm stressing to the max. I'm taking 6 classes, 21 credits this sem, if i didnt already point that out. Luckily, one finished yesterday, so I'm down to 5. Now I odn't need to go monday or wednesday, so things will be slowing down a bit... yay!
GVSU better accept me... I can't take this shit much longer.
oh, p.s. - I haven't had a single comment since the new year. think someone could spare me one? it's not hard.
So not much is going on, still. Education is the talk of the town, and it pisses me off. What I mean by all this, is that education is all my parents talk about anymore. They typed up this stupid "study log" for every day use.. um, good luck. I have two weeks of this sem left, I'm not taking any classes in the summer, and when i get to GVSU, I'm not going to fill out a study log every day. It's just not happening, sorry. I'm freaking 18, not twelve anymore. I'm not allowed to do anything, I have a fucking bed time, and I feel like i'm a kid still. This is putting stress on matt and I's relationship, because who wants to date a girl who can't do anything, who has a ten o clock bedtime? It's embarrassing.
I don't make enough money to afford rent, so I can't move out. If I move out, I know I'll get no support from my parents, either, so I would have to take out huge student loans which I know will take forever to pay off.
I'm stuck in a rut.
My parents were stupid and never decided on wheter or not I could stay with matt at the hotel after the formal, and the due date passed to reserve it. so that pissed me off. and no doubt it pissed matt off too - now he has to take my sorry butt home after the formal like a fucking kid. It's absolutely ridiculous. At this point (or even eariler for some) kids just tell their parents what they are doing, they don't ask for permission.
So I'm stressing to the max. I'm taking 6 classes, 21 credits this sem, if i didnt already point that out. Luckily, one finished yesterday, so I'm down to 5. Now I odn't need to go monday or wednesday, so things will be slowing down a bit... yay!
GVSU better accept me... I can't take this shit much longer.
oh, p.s. - I haven't had a single comment since the new year. think someone could spare me one? it's not hard.