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I know it's stupid, I've only been gone a couple months & I'll only be gone a total of one year, but I'm starting to become afraid that once I come back, everything with everyone will be different and the majority of my friendships (especially those I got close to in the past year) will just not be the same. The fact that I have no real idea what I'll be doing come next September doesn't help.
Three more weeks until I get a little taste of home again, and it can't come soon enough. I don't know what I'd do if I had decided against visiting in November. My mentor started asking again what I'm doing after the year, and reminded me that I could file for a 6-month extension. I don't want to. Also, I am a stupid, obnoxious drunk.
That is all...just a short, depressing little update.
Three more weeks until I get a little taste of home again, and it can't come soon enough. I don't know what I'd do if I had decided against visiting in November. My mentor started asking again what I'm doing after the year, and reminded me that I could file for a 6-month extension. I don't want to. Also, I am a stupid, obnoxious drunk.
That is all...just a short, depressing little update.