Change of Pace

[candrid]

So again I am underway. Going underway isn't so bad but with out fail there is always something I am not satisfied with. Like the house, it's clean, just not as clean as I wanted it. I was supposed to run AQ20 last night, I did so only to start having severe problems with my connection. Long story short, the router rack, not the router, but the entire rack of router's failed. They are dead. Problem is - I'm underway and I didn't have time (at 10pm) last night to go buy 4 new routers. http://www.thedarkmagi.com is most likely down due to the shift of bandwidth - the boards will lose most of the content but I always have a plan! Anyway yeah so I "dropped" out of AQ20 and most likely made a great impression with the guild I was with.. so if anyone who reads this, that plays on Earthen Ring, kindly tell Alacard that the router died and I can't get online.

Thanks.

*sigh* Most of the time I get excited when I think about coming back from underway, not this time. The work load, both professionaly and personally increase five fold, I don't know if I can keep up. Some people might say.. "You sit on your PC all day." but even when not engaged with all these issues, I'm working in the background inside my mind trying to figure out all the ways I can fix the things I see as problems.

Thats the other issue. Me. I perceive all these "things" as problems that usually aren't. I really need to relax, focus more on the positive and leave my Darkness behind.

Flashlight anyone?

- Michael