Jun 19, 2006 15:31
A summer outside of Nashua just aint the same.
Sitting around getting high all day, the occasional summer class and waiting on tables.
I miss driving aimlessly with Biff all day, swimming in Uncle Ds pool drinking beers and waiting for Wids to get out of work. Last summer was the shit. Hartford in the off season sucks.
I'm always missin how the way things used to be. It's no lie that drugs have split up my group of friends who I thought were so tight, I called them my family. But eyy life goes on and people change. I can't do the he said she said bull shit anymore, and it seems like Ive been trying so hard at Travis for so long... and for what? I dont have anything better to do I guess. But we're going to Nashua this weekend and I can't be more excited. I miss my fam too. And I love Nashua, and I love Travis.. so there ya go.
My friend Jeff moved into my apartment a couple days ago. He is a male version of me pretty much... we have a lot of fun together. Now my rent will be lower which will make things a whole lot easier, especially if I decide to go back to school in the fall. All I need now is a car. The greatest grandfather in the world, my Pa has offered to split the cost of one for me with my Dad (who I still havent talked to since my accident), but in return I have to listen to a million drunk driving lectures... which I think I need anyways.
My class ends in 4 days and by the end of the week I should have a car, which means I'm praying to god I can get out of this damn city for a lil bit. I'm going crazy.
Miss you loves
Beyond the bare aesthetics
There's nothing drawing me in
But you'll do for just one night
And so will this bottle of gin