cos we were both young when i first saw you..

[candle_lies]

anyone wants to go on a holiday trip with me? go to the usa, for around 2 weeks in may.... mum won't let me travel alone :(

break me free of my restrictions please
there's just so much i can endure
this bursting feeling will not stop growng
and i am nothing more if not insecure

and i never want to feel again
the pain of being set aside

just because i'm not proactive does not mean that i don't have a mind
or feelngs either
cos that hurt, even if just a little
you'd think i'm cleverer than this, that i would have learnt to ignore it
but there are just some things that you can't shut out
even if your heart's gouged out

and i hate you
for making me hate myself even more