reminisce
going through flickr somehow feels therapeuthic to me. it just takes my mind off all the ugly things in life and lets me enjoy all the beautiful things in the world, regardless if they were photoshopped or not. i've been wanting to get one of those huge cameras, the kind that looks professional and makes you feel like pro photographer when you take pics using them. they probably have pro functions too, its just a matter of whether i know how to use them or not, which i currently do not. haha. i wanna travel around the world and take pictures of landscape, of people in candid positions, of reality and fantasy and maybe even the two combined. i dream to live in a fantasy world, or at least as close to fantasy as i can. unfortunately, those cameras are way too expensive for me to buy right now. guess i'll just have to wait till i've started earning monry before i can even dream of buying them.
speaking of money, my money has been disappearing fast. seriously fast. i have no idea what i've been spending on but it seems like everytime i take out $30 or $40 i end up being penniless less than a week later. is it just me or is everything really too expensive nowadays? all i can remember spending on is food, and just one or two odd things now and then. but seriously, my money bank's getting depleted so quickly i've started to stop eating outside unless i'm very verrry hungry just so that i wont have to spend money on food. even if that means not eating for one whole day until i get back home at 10pm at night. and that is despite the fact that i dont even eat breakfast at home. if this continues, i think i might just lose a lot of weight by the end of the year. not that that's a bad thing, but i'd really not prefer to die of starvation due to lack of food intake in order to lose weight.
i should really go and sleep now. i have to be in school at 9.30 am tmr, it's already 3.25 am, i've got a loooonggg day tmr and i am still browsing through flickr. it's too addictive lah. much more so than facebook :p
ok signing off. shh.