God, this is just brutal. I needed the comfort of alive means nothing if he can't say the same about his brother to get through it!
Yow: out there in the perfect day Dean's father is screaming his name.
If I ever get to sleep tonight, I want this to be the first thing Idream about: Sam's face is pressed hot against Dean's. They're clinging to each other, lost in their individual pain and not talking about it.The scene that ends with Sam saying "You think I don't know that?" was wrenching in a really small way, the best kind, if you ask me. Loved it
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so, dude, excellent comment, clearly. really means a lot to me, as you can imagine. although! i have to ask: did you really read it backwards? like, the second section first and first section second? because that is crazy! i like it.
I debated commenting, because I can't even find a verb to describe how I feel about your fic. I see canon SPN as gen, and pretty much consider SPN slash as AU. Underage, and incest involving John! (even unrequited), are normally kinda squicks for me.
But your writing is so exceptional, so vivid and powerful and haunting, that I can't resist it. I want to savor the words, and wallow in the emotions.
This fic breaks my heart. Your fic always does. You have a real gift.
dude, right? you see now? costner . . . hoo. and then nuke! nuke laloosh is basically my hero and main role model. and annie is living the life i deserve! someday i will be obsessed with a minor league team and pick one dude a year to nurture and eff. ahhhh.
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Yow: out there in the perfect day Dean's father is screaming his name.
If I ever get to sleep tonight, I want this to be the first thing Idream about: Sam's face is pressed hot against Dean's. They're clinging to each other, lost in their individual pain and not talking about it.The scene that ends with Sam saying "You think I don't know that?" was wrenching in a really small way, the best kind, if you ask me. Loved it ( ... )
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Kind of like Show, actually. Missing bits plugging in to make sense of something that was previously only (!) intriguing.
I want to take back the James Agee comment. Your scene's way better than that. He just happened to jump into my brain as I was typing.
I like crazy, too.
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But your writing is so exceptional, so vivid and powerful and haunting, that I can't resist it. I want to savor the words, and wallow in the emotions.
This fic breaks my heart. Your fic always does. You have a real gift.
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