"I've never been able to keep any of the people I've loved," Sam told him. "You really think I'd let you go too?"
Dean blinked. A knot came free in his chest, sudden and smooth and he drew in a quick surprised breath. He stared up at his brother, Sam who had been totalled and rebuilt, Sam who had gone to hell and brought back new demons for them both, and Dean found it hard to fathom him. There was this kid he'd grown up alongside, tagging along and pestering Dean and crawling in his bed after nightmares and during thunderstorms, and Dean couldn't see any traces of him here, the sweet solemn boy who ran away for fun and had maybe never made it all the way home.
That's amazingly gorgeous, utterly aching with love and need and bewildered amazement. His whole life centered on this one thing, on person, who's hurt him more than anyone else, ever. So damn perfect and hurtful and you know...i'm kinda there with Dean. Something awful.
'love of his life', indeed.
*if this ends on an awful, sorrowful note...i may just die a little.*
His whole life centered on this one thing, on person, who's hurt him more than anyone else, ever.
this is why it's not as depressing an ending as it seems! because they're both still alive, and no longer actively engaged in killing each other slowly. the trouble is, dean would rather sam kill him than live without him, which is sad for us all.
Dean blinked. A knot came free in his chest, sudden and smooth and he drew in a quick surprised breath. He stared up at his brother, Sam who had been totalled and rebuilt, Sam who had gone to hell and brought back new demons for them both, and Dean found it hard to fathom him. There was this kid he'd grown up alongside, tagging along and pestering Dean and crawling in his bed after nightmares and during thunderstorms, and Dean couldn't see any traces of him here, the sweet solemn boy who ran away for fun and had maybe never made it all the way home.
That's amazingly gorgeous, utterly aching with love and need and bewildered amazement. His whole life centered on this one thing, on person, who's hurt him more than anyone else, ever. So damn perfect and hurtful and you know...i'm kinda there with Dean. Something awful.
'love of his life', indeed.
*if this ends on an awful, sorrowful note...i may just die a little.*
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this is why it's not as depressing an ending as it seems! because they're both still alive, and no longer actively engaged in killing each other slowly. the trouble is, dean would rather sam kill him than live without him, which is sad for us all.
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So - devastating ending. My gods.
In my head, i fix it.
*sniffle*
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