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I had a terrible weekend/week. I spent 3 solid days working on a tax project just to have the wrong answer at the end. And when I say solid days, I mean I wake up, make something to eat, then sit in my room on my bed with papers all over and numerous books open for 12 or more hours (with small bathroom breaks and food breaks mainly to stretch out my legs). Friday Saturday and Sunday. Sunday night I was up till 4am trying to finish the project and I know its completely wrong but I don't have a clue what I did wrong. My brain was totally fried. And then I had a final in that class on Tuesday morning but my brain was too fried to study and the test was on material that was covered in the last 2 classes and had nothing to do with the tax project. I did TERRIBLE on it. Had another final that night and I forgot to bring something with me so I started crying, and couldn't find my kleenex so I cried more and was too embarassed to go to the bathroom. I don't mean sobbing, it was just tears streaming down my face that I don't think anyone else noticed, except maybe for the professor. So I didn't even start the thing for about 10 minutes, I just stared at the first page not quite understanding that there were words and numbers on it. When I finally finished it (I used an entire eraser cause I made the dumbest mistakes) I went to my car and cried for 10 minutes and then cried half the way home. It was probably one of the worst days I've had in a long time. Then when I got home Nathan was joking around with me and I started crying again. I'm much better now, but if I don't get a C in the tax class and have to take it over I will definately want to die.