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I've been thinking a lot more about things lately like who I am...it's kind of a no-brainer if you've never REALLY put any thought into something like this. Well me being my philosophical/psychological self, I kept thinking, "who am I? What type of person am I...who will I become?" but my mistake in that is I should be asking myself, "What do I want to be? What type of person would I rather be like, and who do I WANT to become?" Because life is not about finding yourself its about CREATING yourself........and then I started thinking about who I was and what I agree with and disagree with about things and what is right and wrong<~ things like that.
Well...I'm the same fucking chick I used to be! Except I like to be a lot sweeter and sincere towards people because no one like to be around a piece of poo..lol And I believe in everything about Jesus Christ and God (i'm still religious) except for the major realization that I'm not going to ever be perfect so I'm not going to stress about it as much. I mean, I'm going to watch how I treat people and stand up for what I feel is right but I'm not going to freak out over things- I'm a muuuuch more openminded person than a lot of "Christians"...(ugh I hate those labels)
For example:
For a while I decided not to drink ever again, which yeah, it's a great goal but it's really not for me. I've talked to Eric and we're both on the same page now with things like alcohol and stuff. I explained to him that I am a very expressive person- which DERRR (anyone that really knows me knows this haha) and I love tattoos and piercings and see nothing wrong with drinking or even smoking. It's just that when people abuse these things is when I think it's wrong. I guess you could say I'm in the middle with some things...Am I making sense?
I know several times I have overstepped my limits and abused several things like alcohol but that's where I messed up. So its harmless to have a few beers just to socialize or get a couple of meaningful tatts or even get a piercing to accentuate a feature....I see nothing wrong with this stuff no matter what my religious friends say lol I just dont see the point in trying to avoid something thats not really bad to begin with if its under control. Oh dear I hope I'm making sense. lol I'm speaking out of my head...literally.
..............................................................................................Times have certainly changed and I think when I'm like...80 I'm going to be ooooonnnnnnneeee wiseass lmao
PEACE
Well...I'm the same fucking chick I used to be! Except I like to be a lot sweeter and sincere towards people because no one like to be around a piece of poo..lol And I believe in everything about Jesus Christ and God (i'm still religious) except for the major realization that I'm not going to ever be perfect so I'm not going to stress about it as much. I mean, I'm going to watch how I treat people and stand up for what I feel is right but I'm not going to freak out over things- I'm a muuuuch more openminded person than a lot of "Christians"...(ugh I hate those labels)
For example:
For a while I decided not to drink ever again, which yeah, it's a great goal but it's really not for me. I've talked to Eric and we're both on the same page now with things like alcohol and stuff. I explained to him that I am a very expressive person- which DERRR (anyone that really knows me knows this haha) and I love tattoos and piercings and see nothing wrong with drinking or even smoking. It's just that when people abuse these things is when I think it's wrong. I guess you could say I'm in the middle with some things...Am I making sense?
I know several times I have overstepped my limits and abused several things like alcohol but that's where I messed up. So its harmless to have a few beers just to socialize or get a couple of meaningful tatts or even get a piercing to accentuate a feature....I see nothing wrong with this stuff no matter what my religious friends say lol I just dont see the point in trying to avoid something thats not really bad to begin with if its under control. Oh dear I hope I'm making sense. lol I'm speaking out of my head...literally.
..............................................................................................Times have certainly changed and I think when I'm like...80 I'm going to be ooooonnnnnnneeee wiseass lmao
PEACE