soooo
hmm..i'm such a loser...i'm so tired but yet i won't go to bed, dont know why! No work tomorrow tho! WOOT! teehee! i think i'm going out of work soon newayz..cuz my feet are too swollen and cramped up and i don't want to get toxemia (sp). So maybe another week! WOOT! love it! = )
Newayz..I seriousley can't wait to be done wit this. I just want part of my life back. I mean i know there is a lot of my life I will NEVER get back. But Shiz happenz. I just feel like sense this whole pregnancy started i lost track of all my friends. Like for the last 9 months i haven't wanted to go out and do nething. Just sit around and pout. I spent to much time worrying and crying over Richie that I didn't pay attention to anything else. I mean I know all thats going to change when the baby comes. The baby is going to be the most importnat thing in the worl to me, ya know? And i'm hoping that with the baby here I will wont' have ne more time to worry about him. Just 24/7 baby! teehee!
Gosh there is so much stuff I want to write about me and Richies relationship in here but it would take to much and plush its getting old. LoL! I wish i understood love or if this is love or infatuation or what. Its just sooo annoying. Being pregnant makes me needy and clingy. I mean all I want to do all day is spend it with him, and have him just kiss everything away..*sigh* oh well..dreams can't come true..idk..i'm feelin' a bit miserable and depressed so i'm going to do something.
love
katie
ps..thanx girlies for coming to my baby shower!! jH, mG, mS, tB, lG, aP, cP, nD, mC, nS..yous are the bestest! And Jakey..even tho it was supposed to be GIRLS ONLY! lol! but thanx for everything..i love yous!
Newayz..I seriousley can't wait to be done wit this. I just want part of my life back. I mean i know there is a lot of my life I will NEVER get back. But Shiz happenz. I just feel like sense this whole pregnancy started i lost track of all my friends. Like for the last 9 months i haven't wanted to go out and do nething. Just sit around and pout. I spent to much time worrying and crying over Richie that I didn't pay attention to anything else. I mean I know all thats going to change when the baby comes. The baby is going to be the most importnat thing in the worl to me, ya know? And i'm hoping that with the baby here I will wont' have ne more time to worry about him. Just 24/7 baby! teehee!
Gosh there is so much stuff I want to write about me and Richies relationship in here but it would take to much and plush its getting old. LoL! I wish i understood love or if this is love or infatuation or what. Its just sooo annoying. Being pregnant makes me needy and clingy. I mean all I want to do all day is spend it with him, and have him just kiss everything away..*sigh* oh well..dreams can't come true..idk..i'm feelin' a bit miserable and depressed so i'm going to do something.
love
katie
ps..thanx girlies for coming to my baby shower!! jH, mG, mS, tB, lG, aP, cP, nD, mC, nS..yous are the bestest! And Jakey..even tho it was supposed to be GIRLS ONLY! lol! but thanx for everything..i love yous!