hmm..baby shower madness
Ok so i have a little bit of a problem. This Saturday i'm leaving for Sherkston for a week..I'M SO EXCITED! A week away is exactly what i need! But then i'm supposed to come back on Monday because Rich's mom is throwing me a baby shower. She said it would only be a few people but according to my darlin' ex bf there is gonna be more *hooray*
So yeah..the problem is i love rich's parents to death they are the sweetest people but i really don't want to go, like AT ALL! It's just kinda fake ya know? Its hard to explain. Plus on top of that my dad doesn't want me to go and thats who i'm going to Sherkston with. He thinks I should just cut all string to Rich. And I have to agree that hes right. BUT I really love his parents to death..ughh! But i really don't want to piss my dad off. I really don't feel like another lecture..I don't know what to do..This sucks so bad. I should of just said no in the first place..grrr! what am i supposed to do?!
Sorry I shouldn't be ranting and raving about this but i have absolutley no idea what to do, ya know?? Its just a big dissaster. The part that sucks is i know my dad is right and I guess i've known that for a long time. I just need to stay away and stop getting sucked back in cuz it jsut hurts to much..idk..! AHHH!!!
But in good news...I got a name for my little boy!! teehee..well the first name..the middle name is "undecided" at the moment along with...nvm..*sigh* But i'm not telling you what it is..you're gonna have to wait till the baby is born just like everybody else in the world! teehee..Ok well i'm going to go eat some FOOD! sense i've only eaten a rice krispie treat and a brownie....(and the lunch meat that i snuck in at work, teehee!) so hmm...talk later i guess?
love
katie
ps..lemme know bout my baby shower on August 6th if u haven't already!
So yeah..the problem is i love rich's parents to death they are the sweetest people but i really don't want to go, like AT ALL! It's just kinda fake ya know? Its hard to explain. Plus on top of that my dad doesn't want me to go and thats who i'm going to Sherkston with. He thinks I should just cut all string to Rich. And I have to agree that hes right. BUT I really love his parents to death..ughh! But i really don't want to piss my dad off. I really don't feel like another lecture..I don't know what to do..This sucks so bad. I should of just said no in the first place..grrr! what am i supposed to do?!
Sorry I shouldn't be ranting and raving about this but i have absolutley no idea what to do, ya know?? Its just a big dissaster. The part that sucks is i know my dad is right and I guess i've known that for a long time. I just need to stay away and stop getting sucked back in cuz it jsut hurts to much..idk..! AHHH!!!
But in good news...I got a name for my little boy!! teehee..well the first name..the middle name is "undecided" at the moment along with...nvm..*sigh* But i'm not telling you what it is..you're gonna have to wait till the baby is born just like everybody else in the world! teehee..Ok well i'm going to go eat some FOOD! sense i've only eaten a rice krispie treat and a brownie....(and the lunch meat that i snuck in at work, teehee!) so hmm...talk later i guess?
love
katie
ps..lemme know bout my baby shower on August 6th if u haven't already!