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ehhhh i'm actually updated my lj??? what????
it's a month into the new semester and i'm just really tired??/ i think i was chilling too much last semester that i'm being caught up in work
if that makes sense...................
i really like my schedule this semester and i really like my professors. i just want to study like everyone else and work harder than before but anime/manga/online life is just too much already.
every time i see one of my friends stressed out from working, i just feel the need to work just as hard as them. but i'm only motivated for a minute before i give up.
like i just really want to be like them but i can't since i'm not them.
i have a really lazy mindset. orz
it's a month into the new semester and i'm just really tired??/ i think i was chilling too much last semester that i'm being caught up in work
if that makes sense...................
i really like my schedule this semester and i really like my professors. i just want to study like everyone else and work harder than before but anime/manga/online life is just too much already.
every time i see one of my friends stressed out from working, i just feel the need to work just as hard as them. but i'm only motivated for a minute before i give up.
like i just really want to be like them but i can't since i'm not them.
i have a really lazy mindset. orz