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...and so, kelly's one week hiatus comes to a close... and what a week it has been! now that it's finally friday, i can officially say that i have gone an entire week without a single waking moment of complete sobrity. starting either tomorrow or saturday, however, -- depending on what day i get back, -- i'm gonna get serious -- well as serious as i can be considering that i'll prolly still go out and party once in awhile. i plan to start looking for a job a.s.a.p. because the money situation, on my part, is becoming extremely pathetic. anna was right when she said that i'm becoming more and more dependent on others with every year. although living like a unattached, undetermined lil gypsy does have it's high points, i'd much rather be my own person again -- that includes weaseling the car and cell phone back from my parents, which is gonna take lots of ass-kissing. so maybe those aren't really my personal things, since i don't really pay for either of them, but at least once i get them back i'll be less of a burden to other people. i don't like invading people's personal space, especially since experience has taught me that too much of that could lead to a lot of nasty drama. but to reflect upon the week itself: it basically felt like being stranded on a desert island -- which isn't necessarily a bad thing, especially when you get to spend all your time with someone you like. yet, depite all the doubts and misconceptions that this experience has put to rest, i'm still a lil restless about where all this may one day lead to. i guess i should stop worrying and just let things flow. i've just always been one big, restless ball of emotions, and i can't help but complicate things. but, aside with all that, i'm in too of an upper-ific state right now to sit still in one place longer than i already have, so -- for all the people that still use this site, and talk to me on a regular basis -- i'll be home this weekend. byes.