shaken
I am tired of these mood swings and the constant game of guessing the stability of my emotional state of mind.
I have somehow caught this doubt, a plauge hindering my love for you.
What have we done to deserve this, my misery tearing us down. The possibility that I might not get over this. That you're not over her.
The nights we spend away from eachother, you must occupy your time somehow... All the scenarios that take flight in my head and nest in my thoughts. The pain I could endure, haunts my dreams.
Do I mirror some insecurity that I have yet to recognize in myself?
I don't know how to react. I don't want to fight. I don't want to push you away.
To lose you.
I can't even imagine what I would do.
What am I to do? How can I heal?
I am tired of being sick and shaken
I have somehow caught this doubt, a plauge hindering my love for you.
What have we done to deserve this, my misery tearing us down. The possibility that I might not get over this. That you're not over her.
The nights we spend away from eachother, you must occupy your time somehow... All the scenarios that take flight in my head and nest in my thoughts. The pain I could endure, haunts my dreams.
Do I mirror some insecurity that I have yet to recognize in myself?
I don't know how to react. I don't want to fight. I don't want to push you away.
To lose you.
I can't even imagine what I would do.
What am I to do? How can I heal?
I am tired of being sick and shaken