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here's what i know....
best friends are always there for you. they don't say stupid shit behind ur back, and they are no matter what always there for u. they agree with you even if they know ur wrong. they take ur jokes, and know everything about you, and love you anyway. they accept you for you.
everyone has a past, and everyone has done something they regret, whether they admit it or not. everyone has wanted to be someone else or have a different life at least once. they've wished they could do this one thing different..and its okay. it's just what it is.
some people have secrets, secrets that they will never tell. don't think just because you have a best friend that you say you tell everything to that you have to tell them. cuz you don't. if they're really your best friend they'll wait til ur ready, and listen to everything you say..and don't say.
we really do all make mistakes, and it won't be okay until u decide that u want it to be. you won't move on until u decide that it's time to. no one can make up your mind for you, but there are some people who can help. also, ur best friends who do know some of the mistakes you've made and still accept you; still love you like it didn't happen, but know it did, and help you thru it.
people lie. everyone lies. little lies, big lies. sometimes they slip, sometimes you use them to get out of trouble, or just to hide the truth bcuz u don't want anyone to know. everyone says lieing is a sin, but how do they know? maybe that's a lie. sure they can hurt people, make ppl do crazi things, but there are white lies.
i know this becuz i have people i can call my best friends, not many, but a real few. i have a past, i have done many stupid things, and i do regret some. i have secrets, and i have made a shit load of mistakes. i haven't moved on, cuz i'm not sure i want to. i'm not sure i want to give up yet. some people are helping, but i know its up to me. and wow do i lie. yeahhh i lie a lot. i admit it. i lie everyday, and sure i have hurt ppl, but i think i've helped some too. i think we have a choice sometimes, but sometimes something comes over us. fear..or love..and we just cant do anything. perfectly normal. more ppl than you go thru it. you don't have to hold it in. there's always someone to tell. u just have to know.
best friends are always there for you. they don't say stupid shit behind ur back, and they are no matter what always there for u. they agree with you even if they know ur wrong. they take ur jokes, and know everything about you, and love you anyway. they accept you for you.
everyone has a past, and everyone has done something they regret, whether they admit it or not. everyone has wanted to be someone else or have a different life at least once. they've wished they could do this one thing different..and its okay. it's just what it is.
some people have secrets, secrets that they will never tell. don't think just because you have a best friend that you say you tell everything to that you have to tell them. cuz you don't. if they're really your best friend they'll wait til ur ready, and listen to everything you say..and don't say.
we really do all make mistakes, and it won't be okay until u decide that u want it to be. you won't move on until u decide that it's time to. no one can make up your mind for you, but there are some people who can help. also, ur best friends who do know some of the mistakes you've made and still accept you; still love you like it didn't happen, but know it did, and help you thru it.
people lie. everyone lies. little lies, big lies. sometimes they slip, sometimes you use them to get out of trouble, or just to hide the truth bcuz u don't want anyone to know. everyone says lieing is a sin, but how do they know? maybe that's a lie. sure they can hurt people, make ppl do crazi things, but there are white lies.
i know this becuz i have people i can call my best friends, not many, but a real few. i have a past, i have done many stupid things, and i do regret some. i have secrets, and i have made a shit load of mistakes. i haven't moved on, cuz i'm not sure i want to. i'm not sure i want to give up yet. some people are helping, but i know its up to me. and wow do i lie. yeahhh i lie a lot. i admit it. i lie everyday, and sure i have hurt ppl, but i think i've helped some too. i think we have a choice sometimes, but sometimes something comes over us. fear..or love..and we just cant do anything. perfectly normal. more ppl than you go thru it. you don't have to hold it in. there's always someone to tell. u just have to know.