will this ever end?
why do i let myself do this? i hate seeing him but i love it as well. i love it up until he leaves and then i get sad. i cant really help seeing him though. i guess things would be different if he called once in a great while even, but it has been like 3 months now, other than when he returned my call a couple weeks ago. i know i have nothing to even be sad about because there is nothing with us, but that is exactly why i am sad. all i ask is a phone call to hang out like we used too, friends. life sucks