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ia m so bored right now it is incredible. last night was nothing too exciting but somewhat fun. tonight i had mad plans but now i dont think there is going to be anything too exciting. i just want to go to windsor for a little bit even. i am sure we will end up watching a movie. tomorrow is going to be weird and i am kind of nervous and hesitant. i guess i cant do anything about it but to just play it by year. i am so confused right now. i mean, i have been saying a want a boyfriend so bad for so long but now i am kind of hesitant to have one. i am having fun being single. and i realize how much stuff would change. i guess i am not against the idea but just picky about it. i always choose the wrong people to like. i dont do it on purpose though, it is just my life curse. i wish things would go exactly as i plan them. i would be happy then. well everything will be okay tomorrow after i win 300 million dollars. i am sure that i'll have like 400 best friends then. wow what to do with that much money? what would you do? I'd pay off my parents house, give Paige my car after I fix the damages, buy my yellow bug, pay my parents back for school, and buy a house on the lake for me. and then give some to people that i actually like.