Oh how I hate new year's eve
First of all, let me wish everyone a happy new year.
Yes, I know how bad it sounds, but god I hate new year's eve.
Seeing everyone gathering together to celebrate this day always remind me of how lonely I am.
The fireworks are even worse...
As beautiful as they are, I always feel so empty after it's finished.
And of course, the greetings.
Oh well, let's just say I appreciate them.
I really do.
But for some reason they just make the void in my chest grow bigger and bigger, to a point where I thought I can't tolerate anymore.
I don't know why am I writing this.
This will for sure upset some of you in this happy day, but I really needed a way out.
Please just bare with me, and if this is really messing up your night, please completely ignore me and pretend you did not see anything.
The last thing I want is for others to feel the way I do.
So...
Please enjoy your night, or day, and have a fabulous new year.
Bye for now...
Yes, I know how bad it sounds, but god I hate new year's eve.
Seeing everyone gathering together to celebrate this day always remind me of how lonely I am.
The fireworks are even worse...
As beautiful as they are, I always feel so empty after it's finished.
And of course, the greetings.
Oh well, let's just say I appreciate them.
I really do.
But for some reason they just make the void in my chest grow bigger and bigger, to a point where I thought I can't tolerate anymore.
I don't know why am I writing this.
This will for sure upset some of you in this happy day, but I really needed a way out.
Please just bare with me, and if this is really messing up your night, please completely ignore me and pretend you did not see anything.
The last thing I want is for others to feel the way I do.
So...
Please enjoy your night, or day, and have a fabulous new year.
Bye for now...