Inferior???
Sometimes I just think it is VERY HARD being an Asian.
It is so easy to think that others treated you the way they did because of your race, but perhaps they did treat like that because you're "yellow".
Maybe they don't meant to be racist, but there's just this feel that people are unconsciously giving out.
I don't know if it's just me, but I can just feel it...
It's not like they're saying or suggesting anything, but from their attitude I just get this feeling that they think they are superior.
And I refuse to be inferior. Why should I be?
There's nothing different between a Caucasian girl and an Asian girl.
Aren't we all human beings? Aren't we suppose to have the same right?
But why is it sometimes I'm treated like I don't belong here? Like I'm not allowed to do a "white activity"...
And WHY THE HELL CAN'T I JUST DO WHAT I WANT TO DO??!!!!!!!!
I just want to ride! I love horseback riding, but the way the instructor treated us is like she thinks we're not supposed to ride because we're all Asians.
She's being mean, impatient, and unnecessarily harsh.
Why do I deserve this kind of treatment? Why do I deserve this attitude?
Yes I do get it, horseback riding is a very "white" thing. And we Asians are "supposed" to be stuck in the library all day just studying our brains out.
But hell I just love to ride!!!!!!!!!! I don't care if I'm "supposed" to ride or not. I just love it and I have no intention to stop because it is "unexpected".
Can't I just do what I love to do? Why do I have to obey YOUR stereotype?
The only reason why I'm paying so much every month is because I love to ride and I want to learn more! I want to become a better rider!
But with all that money I spent I have to put up to an instructor and her huge ego!
Her expression is like it is a great honor for us to be taught by her, and it's a waste of time for her to teach us "dumb asses "...
If I already know everything, WHY DO I STILL NEED TO PUT UP WITH YOU?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ugh maybe I'm overacting, but I just hate to feel inferior, whether because of my race or because of my skill.
And to make matters worse, my horse was being a pain in the butt.
HE REFUSED TO LET ME TOUCH HIM!!!!!!!!
I was just going to take off his halter, but every time I tried to touched him, he jerked away!!!!!
What the heck??????!!!!!!! Are you freaking kidding me?????
First the instructor now the horse??
That is just great... Even the horse is bullying me!!!!!
It is so easy to think that others treated you the way they did because of your race, but perhaps they did treat like that because you're "yellow".
Maybe they don't meant to be racist, but there's just this feel that people are unconsciously giving out.
I don't know if it's just me, but I can just feel it...
It's not like they're saying or suggesting anything, but from their attitude I just get this feeling that they think they are superior.
And I refuse to be inferior. Why should I be?
There's nothing different between a Caucasian girl and an Asian girl.
Aren't we all human beings? Aren't we suppose to have the same right?
But why is it sometimes I'm treated like I don't belong here? Like I'm not allowed to do a "white activity"...
And WHY THE HELL CAN'T I JUST DO WHAT I WANT TO DO??!!!!!!!!
I just want to ride! I love horseback riding, but the way the instructor treated us is like she thinks we're not supposed to ride because we're all Asians.
She's being mean, impatient, and unnecessarily harsh.
Why do I deserve this kind of treatment? Why do I deserve this attitude?
Yes I do get it, horseback riding is a very "white" thing. And we Asians are "supposed" to be stuck in the library all day just studying our brains out.
But hell I just love to ride!!!!!!!!!! I don't care if I'm "supposed" to ride or not. I just love it and I have no intention to stop because it is "unexpected".
Can't I just do what I love to do? Why do I have to obey YOUR stereotype?
The only reason why I'm paying so much every month is because I love to ride and I want to learn more! I want to become a better rider!
But with all that money I spent I have to put up to an instructor and her huge ego!
Her expression is like it is a great honor for us to be taught by her, and it's a waste of time for her to teach us "dumb asses "...
If I already know everything, WHY DO I STILL NEED TO PUT UP WITH YOU?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ugh maybe I'm overacting, but I just hate to feel inferior, whether because of my race or because of my skill.
And to make matters worse, my horse was being a pain in the butt.
HE REFUSED TO LET ME TOUCH HIM!!!!!!!!
I was just going to take off his halter, but every time I tried to touched him, he jerked away!!!!!
What the heck??????!!!!!!! Are you freaking kidding me?????
First the instructor now the horse??
That is just great... Even the horse is bullying me!!!!!