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...I HAVE GRADUATAED AND MY LIFE STINKS LIKE ASS....IT SUCKS I GRADUATED NOW I CANT HAVE FUN WITH MY NEW FIRNED WHO ARE FRISHMAN....I HAVE LEFT THEN AND I CANT DO ANYTHING AOBUT IT..I WILL MOST LIKELY ENVER SEE THEM AGAIN....AHHH TAHTS NOT FAIR.....MY FIRND HATE ME AND I DOTN DO ANYTHIG I NEVER DO I HAVE NO WER TO GO AND NO ONE TO TALK TO SO I COULDNT HAVE DONE MUCH TO GET OSMEONE MADE AT ME....TONI WONT TALK TO ME BINNIE EGNORED THE FRINED REQUEST I SENT HER ON MYSPACE/....I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO HER.....WISH I KNEW BUT I PROBILY WILL NEVER KNOW.......CHIOR HAS BASICLY ENDED...ITS ONLY ON SUNDAYS WHICH IS SO BORING......SCHOOL STARTS ON AUGUST 27...I GUESS THAT GOOD BECAUSE THEN I CANT HURT ANYMORE OF MY FINRDS IF I CANT SEE THEM OR TALK TO THEM EVER....AHH MAYBE MAKING FRIENDS WAS A BAD IDEA SOMEONE ALWAYS GETS HURT AND ITS MOST LIKEY ME AND I DOTN KNWO WHY OTHERS GOT ANGERY AND I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE......DARCY MY ONE FRIEND I TEL MOER THINGS TO THEN I WOULD HAVE LIKE BUT HSE IS SAFE WHE WOULDENT EVEN TELL GOD MY SEKRETS THO HE WOULD KNWO ANYWAY BUT STIL SHE IS SO NICE AND I WILL MISS HER WHEN SHE LEAVES THIS NEXT SUNDAY TO ENGLAND FOR COLLEGE..SHE WILL BE BACK 2 WEEKS BEFORE I LEAVE FOR SCHOOL FOR HTE YEAR I WAS HOPE IN MAKE UP WITH ALL THOSE WHO SEEM TO BE MADE AT ME BEFORE THE SUMMER ENDED UBT I GUESS THAT WONT HAPPEND I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.....
...THO I DID DRIVE FOR THE FISRT TIME 3 DAYS AGO...UM 4 DAYS AGO FORGOT AOBUT ME NOT SLEEPING TODAY SO I DIDNT REMEMBER ITS A NEW DAY......ILL GO TO CHUCH AND THEN ILL SLEEP AND WAKE UP FOR SUPPER AND HOPE SOMEONE ELTS DOSENT HATE ME....AND IF BONNIE DOSENT HATE ME WHY DID HE NOT ADD ME......I DONT GET IT MAYBE ILL FIND OUT TODAY............ BONNIE AND I HAVE BEEN FIRNDS FOR 13 YEARS WELL I HAVE KNOWN HER THAT LONG I DONT KNWO HOW LONG HSE HAS HATED ME OR DISLIEKD ME OR WHATEVER BUT ITS BEEN MOST OF MY LIFE THAT I HAVE KNOW HER IT WILL KILL ME TO FIND OUT IDID SOMETHIGN TO ACTUALY GIVER HER A REASON TO HATE ME....ILL KEEPU POSTED AND TELL U HOW THINGS GO BUT I GOT TO STOP TYPING ITS HURTING MY HAND...BYE LOVES
...THO I DID DRIVE FOR THE FISRT TIME 3 DAYS AGO...UM 4 DAYS AGO FORGOT AOBUT ME NOT SLEEPING TODAY SO I DIDNT REMEMBER ITS A NEW DAY......ILL GO TO CHUCH AND THEN ILL SLEEP AND WAKE UP FOR SUPPER AND HOPE SOMEONE ELTS DOSENT HATE ME....AND IF BONNIE DOSENT HATE ME WHY DID HE NOT ADD ME......I DONT GET IT MAYBE ILL FIND OUT TODAY............ BONNIE AND I HAVE BEEN FIRNDS FOR 13 YEARS WELL I HAVE KNOWN HER THAT LONG I DONT KNWO HOW LONG HSE HAS HATED ME OR DISLIEKD ME OR WHATEVER BUT ITS BEEN MOST OF MY LIFE THAT I HAVE KNOW HER IT WILL KILL ME TO FIND OUT IDID SOMETHIGN TO ACTUALY GIVER HER A REASON TO HATE ME....ILL KEEPU POSTED AND TELL U HOW THINGS GO BUT I GOT TO STOP TYPING ITS HURTING MY HAND...BYE LOVES