someone else to catch this drift
I am lying in bed, contemplating calling Jess to tell her I'll just go by the house later, as I am very tired right now.
I can smell cigarette, and it makes me want one. Damnit Rachel! Stop that!
Kaiti came over last night and we just chilled out, watched TV. It was nice after the crazyness that has been my life lately. Two jobs, plus babysitting, plus life equals no time for anything, really. I just want to get away from this place like you would not believe.
Contemplating all my pictures up on the wall, and thinking about how ridiculously different my life was just a year ago. My pictures from last May are of my friends and I in Montreal, abducting Laura from her life at her parents. It was for her birthday. Crazy. We all look so goddamn happy. And unworried. What the hell happened to us? When did life begin to live us, take over everything else? I want to crawl back into those pictures and not worry. I want to run around outside, and 'fight' Kee in the backyard, and go out for breakfast really hung over, and drive around with Kaiti in the trunk and take pictures of aliens in Nan's parking lot. I don't want my life to be this serious. I want to laugh more. I want to be spontaneous.
-sigh-
Now I really do need that cigarette.
I can smell cigarette, and it makes me want one. Damnit Rachel! Stop that!
Kaiti came over last night and we just chilled out, watched TV. It was nice after the crazyness that has been my life lately. Two jobs, plus babysitting, plus life equals no time for anything, really. I just want to get away from this place like you would not believe.
Contemplating all my pictures up on the wall, and thinking about how ridiculously different my life was just a year ago. My pictures from last May are of my friends and I in Montreal, abducting Laura from her life at her parents. It was for her birthday. Crazy. We all look so goddamn happy. And unworried. What the hell happened to us? When did life begin to live us, take over everything else? I want to crawl back into those pictures and not worry. I want to run around outside, and 'fight' Kee in the backyard, and go out for breakfast really hung over, and drive around with Kaiti in the trunk and take pictures of aliens in Nan's parking lot. I don't want my life to be this serious. I want to laugh more. I want to be spontaneous.
-sigh-
Now I really do need that cigarette.