oh let the craziness continue
so.. the bottom line of this summer is that everything that I have planned has not even happened remotely close to the way i thought it was going to be and guess what I AM OKAY WITH IT!!!
i have absolutely loved every second of this summer and it has been the best therapy ever. I feel so much better about myself and the life I am living. The boy situation.. is well.. i'm a pimp.. hahahahaha but pretty much there are options only a couple that could actually turn into anything. I'm not trying to be a player or anything.. i just don't want to get caught up in a lifestyle that i'm not ready to be in.
I'm defn ready to move back to school. wish i could have moved in today. it got moved back a week. i can't wait to start work again and have a steady cash flow. and weirdly i can't wait to start classes. Its just a sense of order that i'm missing from my life right now.
I'm actually kind of nervous for this new school year to begin because its kind of like a new beginning.. everyone will get to experience the real candice instead of some fake thing that i turned into while being in a long-term relationship. I promise myself that I will never ever let myself get that far away from happy again. sure i can't control everything that happens in life.. but i'm never going to let myself go.
but yeah.. just figured i'd get that out there
i have absolutely loved every second of this summer and it has been the best therapy ever. I feel so much better about myself and the life I am living. The boy situation.. is well.. i'm a pimp.. hahahahaha but pretty much there are options only a couple that could actually turn into anything. I'm not trying to be a player or anything.. i just don't want to get caught up in a lifestyle that i'm not ready to be in.
I'm defn ready to move back to school. wish i could have moved in today. it got moved back a week. i can't wait to start work again and have a steady cash flow. and weirdly i can't wait to start classes. Its just a sense of order that i'm missing from my life right now.
I'm actually kind of nervous for this new school year to begin because its kind of like a new beginning.. everyone will get to experience the real candice instead of some fake thing that i turned into while being in a long-term relationship. I promise myself that I will never ever let myself get that far away from happy again. sure i can't control everything that happens in life.. but i'm never going to let myself go.
but yeah.. just figured i'd get that out there