so maybe i'll spill my guts just a little
I don't know if anyone really reads this anymore, but I'm going to post anyways. I've been meaning to post for a while now but.. why write about life when you can live it?? Those of you who are close to me know most of what has been going on lately.. and for the rest of you.. i don't think that there is enough time to fill you all in right now. I will give you the basics though.. and warning.. this entry is going to be all over the place and completely random
1. I spent about a month down in FL living with my family and it was okay at first but i started going crazy down there. The only time I was having fun was when all my lovers came down and we spent a week in daytona beach, which was heaven. I absolutely loved that week. other than that I couldn't handle it and thats why I came back to MI. Like i told everyone else.. i could handle having a shitty job and i could handle living with my parents and i could handle not having any friends but NO WAY in hell could i handle all three of them at the same time.
2. I've been back in MI for a couple weeks now and I'm having an amazing time here. This is the first time I've been home and able to hang out with these kids here in a really long time. I love spending lots of time with Ash. I think this summer is exactly what i needed.
3. I'm in full blown single mode and I'm loving every second of it. I've been meeting tons of boys and having a lot of fun. Sure I should probably try to keep my head on straight but i'm just having way too much fun. And how does that saying go "an awkward morning beats a boring night" lol. Lately I've gotten myself into some sort of player situation.. which i'm really trying to get out of cuz i'm not really trying to do that at all.. lol. I guess i'm just having fun and for once in a really long time I'm actually truly HAPPY
4. I'm way too excited to go back to the EL.. i'll be back there the first of august. I absolutely love that place with my life
5. The situation with Shaun is actually really good.. we are actually civil with each other and i think we are finally at that point where we can be real friends
6. I don't have a job right now.. and even though I'm poor i'm absolutely loving the fact that I can be a bum for a month of my life.
7. I kind of really like this kid.. and i think i got butterflies for the first time in a long time
and thats all i got for right now
but i'm sure i'll be back soon
1. I spent about a month down in FL living with my family and it was okay at first but i started going crazy down there. The only time I was having fun was when all my lovers came down and we spent a week in daytona beach, which was heaven. I absolutely loved that week. other than that I couldn't handle it and thats why I came back to MI. Like i told everyone else.. i could handle having a shitty job and i could handle living with my parents and i could handle not having any friends but NO WAY in hell could i handle all three of them at the same time.
2. I've been back in MI for a couple weeks now and I'm having an amazing time here. This is the first time I've been home and able to hang out with these kids here in a really long time. I love spending lots of time with Ash. I think this summer is exactly what i needed.
3. I'm in full blown single mode and I'm loving every second of it. I've been meeting tons of boys and having a lot of fun. Sure I should probably try to keep my head on straight but i'm just having way too much fun. And how does that saying go "an awkward morning beats a boring night" lol. Lately I've gotten myself into some sort of player situation.. which i'm really trying to get out of cuz i'm not really trying to do that at all.. lol. I guess i'm just having fun and for once in a really long time I'm actually truly HAPPY
4. I'm way too excited to go back to the EL.. i'll be back there the first of august. I absolutely love that place with my life
5. The situation with Shaun is actually really good.. we are actually civil with each other and i think we are finally at that point where we can be real friends
6. I don't have a job right now.. and even though I'm poor i'm absolutely loving the fact that I can be a bum for a month of my life.
7. I kind of really like this kid.. and i think i got butterflies for the first time in a long time
and thats all i got for right now
but i'm sure i'll be back soon