i need to write more
so i just had a really therapuetic(sp?) talk with shaun and i've realized a few things
1. i dont have a life besides class, hw, work, and shaun
2. i miss having a group of friends that i could hang out with whenever i want
3. i've been really down lately and getting mad about stupid things
4. i get jealous but not typical jealous..
5. i love shaun with all my heart and no matter if we are both having bad days and fight about something stupid.. i know that 5 seconds later things are going to be okay and we will work things out
6. we always realize when there is a problem and try to solve it or get passed it
7. i need to make an effort to see my friends
8. when i'm having a bad day or am in a random bad mood.. i bring him down too.. and i don't like that
so with those things in mind.. i'm going to try harder. get my life together and get back to me. i'm going to have fun and stay on top of my school work. i'm going to hang out with my friends and still have tons of time for shaun. i'm not going to stress out about stupid little things.. worrying doesn't get you anywhere anyways. i'm going to think logically about things before jumpin to conclusions. i'm going to communicate my needs instead of hiding them. I'm going to be in a better mood because i'm not going to let little things bring me down.
just needed to get some things off my chest
i love you shaun.. you mean the world to me and i'm so glad that i have you in my life. so sorry about the past couple weeks.. i just have to get used to everything again. its just hard with both of us being busy but we can make it through.. i love you so so so much and i wouldn't be anything of what i am today without you
peace out
1. i dont have a life besides class, hw, work, and shaun
2. i miss having a group of friends that i could hang out with whenever i want
3. i've been really down lately and getting mad about stupid things
4. i get jealous but not typical jealous..
5. i love shaun with all my heart and no matter if we are both having bad days and fight about something stupid.. i know that 5 seconds later things are going to be okay and we will work things out
6. we always realize when there is a problem and try to solve it or get passed it
7. i need to make an effort to see my friends
8. when i'm having a bad day or am in a random bad mood.. i bring him down too.. and i don't like that
so with those things in mind.. i'm going to try harder. get my life together and get back to me. i'm going to have fun and stay on top of my school work. i'm going to hang out with my friends and still have tons of time for shaun. i'm not going to stress out about stupid little things.. worrying doesn't get you anywhere anyways. i'm going to think logically about things before jumpin to conclusions. i'm going to communicate my needs instead of hiding them. I'm going to be in a better mood because i'm not going to let little things bring me down.
just needed to get some things off my chest
i love you shaun.. you mean the world to me and i'm so glad that i have you in my life. so sorry about the past couple weeks.. i just have to get used to everything again. its just hard with both of us being busy but we can make it through.. i love you so so so much and i wouldn't be anything of what i am today without you
peace out