world of fantasy-
Well lets see...
Its my birthday in *damn* 3 days I just realized.
Fuck.
I hate birthdays.
As I was driving home from Justin's house today, i got a whif of the air and it had that feeling in it... you know, the "summers almost over " feeling.
I feel a biit nostalgic about it.
but then again, I feel indifferent as well.
I don't wanna say this summer sucked, but I feel it did. I hate the fact that I've come to realize the cold hard truth... this whole world sucks.
anywho, back to what I was saying...
Since my last birthday, I could either say a lot has happend, or nothing has happend... depends on how you look at situations....
Since last August 27:
-I moved to florida and lived in three different houses down there.
-Met the ultimate cunt who I believed ruined a lot I had going for my life.
-Got my heart broken, but only once.
-Learned that strippers and escorts like to steal your underwear and give away your possessions like they were hers (this was on account of smoking way to much meth as well)
-Broke a few hearts (sorry)
-Experianced EXTREME lonliness (you have no idea)
-had fake hair haha
-saw, once again, who your true friends are (if you are lucky enough to have ANY)
-Became more of an anti social freak because stupid people hurt my brain.
-Saw an adorable baby and couldn't fathom how his father left him.
-Made my heart beat to fast.
-Fell in Love.
-Honey Mustard sauce is a way of life.
-saw the real hippie connection, first hand.
-lsd25lsd25lsd25 X way to much.
-realized to another extreme how powerful and dangerous knowledge is.
-made people happy
-made my boyfriend have lots of money
-finally got a real boyfriend who is also my best friend. (how rare is that?)
-saw my best girl friend go to hell and I am watchin her gradually come back to what we call "reality"
-realized again that deep down people never change.
alright - make a mockery of the world, bc we don't know what we are anyway.
haha
ciao.
Its my birthday in *damn* 3 days I just realized.
Fuck.
I hate birthdays.
As I was driving home from Justin's house today, i got a whif of the air and it had that feeling in it... you know, the "summers almost over " feeling.
I feel a biit nostalgic about it.
but then again, I feel indifferent as well.
I don't wanna say this summer sucked, but I feel it did. I hate the fact that I've come to realize the cold hard truth... this whole world sucks.
anywho, back to what I was saying...
Since my last birthday, I could either say a lot has happend, or nothing has happend... depends on how you look at situations....
Since last August 27:
-I moved to florida and lived in three different houses down there.
-Met the ultimate cunt who I believed ruined a lot I had going for my life.
-Got my heart broken, but only once.
-Learned that strippers and escorts like to steal your underwear and give away your possessions like they were hers (this was on account of smoking way to much meth as well)
-Broke a few hearts (sorry)
-Experianced EXTREME lonliness (you have no idea)
-had fake hair haha
-saw, once again, who your true friends are (if you are lucky enough to have ANY)
-Became more of an anti social freak because stupid people hurt my brain.
-Saw an adorable baby and couldn't fathom how his father left him.
-Made my heart beat to fast.
-Fell in Love.
-Honey Mustard sauce is a way of life.
-saw the real hippie connection, first hand.
-lsd25lsd25lsd25 X way to much.
-realized to another extreme how powerful and dangerous knowledge is.
-made people happy
-made my boyfriend have lots of money
-finally got a real boyfriend who is also my best friend. (how rare is that?)
-saw my best girl friend go to hell and I am watchin her gradually come back to what we call "reality"
-realized again that deep down people never change.
alright - make a mockery of the world, bc we don't know what we are anyway.
haha
ciao.