bite pearls
Dear Journal,
This world sucks. I need a decent job, but i need some new ideas for where to work. Think Think Think. I'd love to do something that I could enjoy. Work shouldn't have to suck so badly. Why is this so difficult for me. Am I cursed?
Journal, could you also find my significant other a job.
As cliche' as it sounds, I believe I've fallen in love. I need to work hard now not only for myself, but for him as well. People need to help eachother out.
blah blah blah, yes this all sounds just too logical.
duh Cara, don't you know anything?
Sometimes I think I might not know anything, but then to flip it around, I think I just might know too much.
Maybe humans aren't supposed to know anything, and we are just being punished for trying to think and "rearrange" the world. We are punished for our so called evolution.
Yea now listen to me babble.
how lame Cara.
I've resorted to talking to myself typing it out in a journal.
...oh wait i started this a long time ago.
Do you think i need some other kind of therapy?
Therapists suck.
All of the ones i've gone to just sit there and listen to me talk and don't tell me shit.
like wow i coulda done that with my stuffed animal or my cat.
you have no skill.
I think i'd be a really good therapist.
Sometimes people just need to hear some kind words to feel a little better about themselves and know that its all gonna be okay, or that nothing really matters. People don't realize.
Its to bad to become one of those people you need to go through all that bullshit school crap. I swear, is there a reason that our heads need to be filled with such crap just to become something?
It almost seems so easy just to become a porn starr or something just to get money to get by.
but ok, no thats not really my line of work.
I would never wanna be famous.
I hate attention.
Its just more people talking shit.
I personally think most people just need to shut their ugly mouths. People talk way to fucking much... and everyone always wonders why i'm so quiet.
my true friends know i'm not really quiet at all, I just don't say stupid shit 24/7. I like my IQ To stay level or go up. I don't wanna sound like a retard.
"Its better to look like a retard, then to open your mouth and prove it..."
Alright, this isn't even very intruiging. I dislike bitching, its not very charasmatic.
peace.
This world sucks. I need a decent job, but i need some new ideas for where to work. Think Think Think. I'd love to do something that I could enjoy. Work shouldn't have to suck so badly. Why is this so difficult for me. Am I cursed?
Journal, could you also find my significant other a job.
As cliche' as it sounds, I believe I've fallen in love. I need to work hard now not only for myself, but for him as well. People need to help eachother out.
blah blah blah, yes this all sounds just too logical.
duh Cara, don't you know anything?
Sometimes I think I might not know anything, but then to flip it around, I think I just might know too much.
Maybe humans aren't supposed to know anything, and we are just being punished for trying to think and "rearrange" the world. We are punished for our so called evolution.
Yea now listen to me babble.
how lame Cara.
I've resorted to talking to myself typing it out in a journal.
...oh wait i started this a long time ago.
Do you think i need some other kind of therapy?
Therapists suck.
All of the ones i've gone to just sit there and listen to me talk and don't tell me shit.
like wow i coulda done that with my stuffed animal or my cat.
you have no skill.
I think i'd be a really good therapist.
Sometimes people just need to hear some kind words to feel a little better about themselves and know that its all gonna be okay, or that nothing really matters. People don't realize.
Its to bad to become one of those people you need to go through all that bullshit school crap. I swear, is there a reason that our heads need to be filled with such crap just to become something?
It almost seems so easy just to become a porn starr or something just to get money to get by.
but ok, no thats not really my line of work.
I would never wanna be famous.
I hate attention.
Its just more people talking shit.
I personally think most people just need to shut their ugly mouths. People talk way to fucking much... and everyone always wonders why i'm so quiet.
my true friends know i'm not really quiet at all, I just don't say stupid shit 24/7. I like my IQ To stay level or go up. I don't wanna sound like a retard.
"Its better to look like a retard, then to open your mouth and prove it..."
Alright, this isn't even very intruiging. I dislike bitching, its not very charasmatic.
peace.