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havnt updated in a long time again.. i need to try and remember. so me and ben got back together, for a lil, and as of right now, we arent. i dont know what to think.. its really hard. i want to be with him, but it just doesnt seem like things are working. and then i thought we were at least on good terms.. but i havnt even siad a word to him since wed morning. idk its weird.
so ne ways...last weekend... i worked friday saturday and sunday at hollister. and also saturday at the bowling alley.. worked 24 hours this weekend so not bad.. monday i hung out with ben..tuesday i came home and slept from 2-6.. it was nice.. then i just chilled the rest of the day.. i didnt go to school yesturday bc i had to drive my dad to work in the morning, then i came home and relaxed, went to work 6-10. then today i slept from 130-5. went to work 6-10. tmrw i dont have to work for once at hollister.. but i have a call in.. so idk if htey will need me or not, if not, i have nothing to do.. tomorrows the 9th... 26 months for me and ben... we talked about doing something, but that was before we .. stopped talking? idk its weird. idk what to do. i hate thinking about it. ugh. anyways idk thats it for now. ill try and remember to update. peace.
so ne ways...last weekend... i worked friday saturday and sunday at hollister. and also saturday at the bowling alley.. worked 24 hours this weekend so not bad.. monday i hung out with ben..tuesday i came home and slept from 2-6.. it was nice.. then i just chilled the rest of the day.. i didnt go to school yesturday bc i had to drive my dad to work in the morning, then i came home and relaxed, went to work 6-10. then today i slept from 130-5. went to work 6-10. tmrw i dont have to work for once at hollister.. but i have a call in.. so idk if htey will need me or not, if not, i have nothing to do.. tomorrows the 9th... 26 months for me and ben... we talked about doing something, but that was before we .. stopped talking? idk its weird. idk what to do. i hate thinking about it. ugh. anyways idk thats it for now. ill try and remember to update. peace.