Butter Down.
Lately I've been having a bit of a crisis/revelation, maybe ? As I've mentioned I have . . . . gotten a bit voluptuous & bemoaning my lack of self-control. I've been trying to get it back for around a month & a half now & suddenly it is back. Between figuring out my life (summer, college, SAT II's, AP's, course selections, etc.) & my enlarged figure I have had an amazing event. I am back. Not just bits of me, but all of me. While I am still honing my restriction skills back to their previous glory, I have already seen a difference. Today I prevented myself from eating this mound of chocolate that was waiting for me & I definitely cut down on all of my bad cravings. By May I want to be in the 110-118 range, preferably lower of course. I also want to write a poem, but I am desperately lacking the time. Anyways, I just wanted to inform you of this & wish you all luck ! Oh & my subject line was inspired by the book "The Butter Battle" by Dr. Seuss, which is about the Cold War. I've just realized that it could be construed as being tied to my ED-nos, but it's not. I really like "Oh, the places you'll go !" by Dr. Seuss, there's this one part that I am in love with. Too bad Dr. Seuss was racist. Okay, I am done digressing. Hopefully I will actually meet this goal on time & not turn into absolute lard ! Btw, what are you doing this summer ? I need ideas.
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