WhatTheFuck
I am tired. Tired of being so lonely, not having anyone to share my life with. Tired of being fucked with. Lately I have been happy, and I am not saying that I am not fine... I just wish shit would turn around how it should have been right from the beginning. I am not holding any grudges, I just dont understand why? I have kept myself buried in work and my studies of various things... and getting fucked up, so I dont focus on this part. But right now for some random reason it is surfaced... and I feel like shit. I could cry. I am not psycho, I am not dependant on anyone but myself... I just wish I had someone who I could share all aspects with. Why am I being all woe is me? I mean I am waiting and I will continue to wait...and wait and wait... I just feel like I spend half my life waiting...
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