here we go again...
Stab... I think only my fuck-ala will understand this entry, but i dont even fucking care. I give up. I give the fuck up. Like I said I had a little hope and now I so dont. I so dont even care, about anyone, about anything. I realize this now. I realize this because of how real what I am thinking is. I see that I am a selfish bitch living behind a broken plastic smile, and a fucking fake ass personality. I am fucking hilarious for real, because I am stupid, and I have to joke about everything to keep myself from crying about it. Boo motherfucking Hoo. Call me a fucking pity whore I probably am anyway. Maybe they are right and I am a psycho bitch. Pseudo person. I am going to kill the world.