Mar 19, 2008 01:01
I'm off of hormonal birth control for a little while...Idk, I'm sort of loving it.
My orgasm time is down by like...15 minutes and my nipples are so dark and look fantastic under t-shirts. OH MY GOD AND THE SEX HAS BEEN AWESOME. And I want it all the time...which is a change from my frigid spells when I'm on ortho. I need to buy bigger boxes of condoms, though...It's like a reminder every time I buy a small box of how expensive they are. I'll regret it soon though. My periods are killer.
I need to fast tomorrow to reset my body.
And I swear to god, my adderall has stopped working.
Last night, Beau told me he read my secret journal that he doesn't know about and read about cute acting boy. I was really drunk and threw a huge tantrum complete with fake fainting and crying. I'm glad he was really drunk, too, because it was a little embarrassing. Mostly I was freaked out because I thought he would discover this journal. I love him, but honestly, sometimes I just need to write down the worst things in my head. There are too many secrets in this room.
Where's that ABC plan?