laid to waste
well to start off, Indecline is one of the most fucking brutal movies I have ever seen. If you thought sesame street was bad ass, then you'll fuckin flip when you see pidgeons getting run over by trains, drunken mentally retarded people getting the shit beaten out of them, crackheads, gang fights, beat downs, a midget guy who's pretty much a torso that rides a skateboard and crashes into people head first, and also fucks Elmo on the side. and a whole bunch of other crazy shit like ill graffiti artists in ACTION. if you havent seen this movie, it's a must watch. some of the shit in it is pretty sick, but fuck it go watch it anyways.
2 days ago there was a massive get together of the oldschool negros again. and by that I mean Rich, Rawn, Damien, Ryan Smith, Ryan Siglinger, John from the ghetto, Jon K, and some other people got together to smoke, and watch a fight/back up Ryan against some fat fuck. The dude finally showed up after waiting for what seemed like a really long time and fought Ryan one on one. Ryan got punches in, but all the kid really did was use his weight to his advantage and somehow sat on ryan smith. Ryan kept hitting him while he was down. then out of no where Mike Martinez is driving by and sees the fight and gets out of the car to watch, he then saw me and called me over to his car and auto free bottle of Tequilla, totally random..but very cool of him to say the least. I ended up sleeping over Rawns and drank it with him. Rawn and I were gonna go back over to Rich's house but I guess Rich called and his mom didnt want to let him have 2 people over, So he asked Rawn if he would pick him up but Rawn was too lazy. Which ended up being a good thing because between just me and Rawn we killed the entire full bottle..and really werent that drunk. it was 40 proof though so that was why we werent that fucked up. So if Rich came it'd be one sober night.
The next day I went to my dad's doctor that he goes to and got checked out for std's and shit because I've been buggin lately because I've had unprotected sex a few times, so I've been wanting to get tested for a while.
That night there was a get together at Justin Ford's basment that Bran invited me to go to so I went. Ended up chillin with Ryan Smith, Winter, Bran, Ryan Siglinger, Damien, Justin, Nick Velecco, 2 random bitches that wanted Damiens man juice in their faces, Jake Gaboriault, James Lombardi, Eric Zampar, Logan Levy, and maybe a few other people?. We were all pretty much just chillin, smoking, and a few of us did a little bit of drinking. Nick V was sooo fucking gone, it was funny. I ended up getting that stupid bipolar shit by the end of the night and got pretty depressed because I was worried about the results of my blood test n shit so that kind of started ruining my night. Later on while all of us were pretty much either really high, or really drunk..we went outside and had wrestling matches. It was really fucking cold out but we felt that it needed to be done, I fought Damien, got him on the ground..then we both got way too fuckin cold to continue. Then Ford fought Jon K, and like Damien and Ryan I think. and I dont really remember any other matches after that. Ryan, Damien, Bran, and Jon went out to get food at a 24hr diner at like 3am, I ended up playing that ddr game on Fords cpu and stayed up all night.
I went home around 12 yesterday. As soon as I walk in the door I see that someones on my computer, so I figured it was my sister. I walk into my downstairs room and she doesnt like turn around to say hi or anything..so I'm liek alrite..she must be in a bad mood or something. So my mom walks in and she says "Ali do you have someone over?" so ''ali'' turns around and turns out it's fucking Lindsey..and that made my day. I went to sleep around 1pm yesterday and just woke up like an hour ago haha.
Get at me if you wanna do something today.
I have ringing in my ears so fucking badly, its pissing me off because it wont stop and it's kind of hard to hear things. watch me go deaf by the end of the day.
Rawn sorry to hear about what happened dude, cheer up and dont let it get the best of you.
That talk we had the other night was great, I think it brought us together a little more since we havent really consistantly hung out in a while. Like I said man I know how depression is dude and it really does suck, it's like the worst feeling your mind can have, that affects your entire body.
I might be going on Lithium soon, I'll let you know if it works any miracles for me.
2 days ago there was a massive get together of the oldschool negros again. and by that I mean Rich, Rawn, Damien, Ryan Smith, Ryan Siglinger, John from the ghetto, Jon K, and some other people got together to smoke, and watch a fight/back up Ryan against some fat fuck. The dude finally showed up after waiting for what seemed like a really long time and fought Ryan one on one. Ryan got punches in, but all the kid really did was use his weight to his advantage and somehow sat on ryan smith. Ryan kept hitting him while he was down. then out of no where Mike Martinez is driving by and sees the fight and gets out of the car to watch, he then saw me and called me over to his car and auto free bottle of Tequilla, totally random..but very cool of him to say the least. I ended up sleeping over Rawns and drank it with him. Rawn and I were gonna go back over to Rich's house but I guess Rich called and his mom didnt want to let him have 2 people over, So he asked Rawn if he would pick him up but Rawn was too lazy. Which ended up being a good thing because between just me and Rawn we killed the entire full bottle..and really werent that drunk. it was 40 proof though so that was why we werent that fucked up. So if Rich came it'd be one sober night.
The next day I went to my dad's doctor that he goes to and got checked out for std's and shit because I've been buggin lately because I've had unprotected sex a few times, so I've been wanting to get tested for a while.
That night there was a get together at Justin Ford's basment that Bran invited me to go to so I went. Ended up chillin with Ryan Smith, Winter, Bran, Ryan Siglinger, Damien, Justin, Nick Velecco, 2 random bitches that wanted Damiens man juice in their faces, Jake Gaboriault, James Lombardi, Eric Zampar, Logan Levy, and maybe a few other people?. We were all pretty much just chillin, smoking, and a few of us did a little bit of drinking. Nick V was sooo fucking gone, it was funny. I ended up getting that stupid bipolar shit by the end of the night and got pretty depressed because I was worried about the results of my blood test n shit so that kind of started ruining my night. Later on while all of us were pretty much either really high, or really drunk..we went outside and had wrestling matches. It was really fucking cold out but we felt that it needed to be done, I fought Damien, got him on the ground..then we both got way too fuckin cold to continue. Then Ford fought Jon K, and like Damien and Ryan I think. and I dont really remember any other matches after that. Ryan, Damien, Bran, and Jon went out to get food at a 24hr diner at like 3am, I ended up playing that ddr game on Fords cpu and stayed up all night.
I went home around 12 yesterday. As soon as I walk in the door I see that someones on my computer, so I figured it was my sister. I walk into my downstairs room and she doesnt like turn around to say hi or anything..so I'm liek alrite..she must be in a bad mood or something. So my mom walks in and she says "Ali do you have someone over?" so ''ali'' turns around and turns out it's fucking Lindsey..and that made my day. I went to sleep around 1pm yesterday and just woke up like an hour ago haha.
Get at me if you wanna do something today.
I have ringing in my ears so fucking badly, its pissing me off because it wont stop and it's kind of hard to hear things. watch me go deaf by the end of the day.
Rawn sorry to hear about what happened dude, cheer up and dont let it get the best of you.
That talk we had the other night was great, I think it brought us together a little more since we havent really consistantly hung out in a while. Like I said man I know how depression is dude and it really does suck, it's like the worst feeling your mind can have, that affects your entire body.
I might be going on Lithium soon, I'll let you know if it works any miracles for me.