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I've been in that gross state of funk where I can think up of stories and writing their beginnings but then let go around the middle. I always seem to get this writers block whenever I have a large chunk of time I can dedicate to writing; in other words, when I am given the time and capability to write, I just can't write!!! I wrote more during my internship since I had "things to do", but now that I'm only going to work three times a week and just am lazing around the house I can't seem to get my writing boner up for lack of a better image???
I have a lot of fics I want to write but when I just look at them I just feel so discouraged, like what I have so far is lackluster to me and I'm having some strange trouble keeping in past tense or present tense and I always feel like changing halfway through. I feel like all I'm doing is muddling through the fics at this point and I don't want to go through the motions of a fic, I want to write it and feel it so readers can feel it too~~! I'm just frustrated, I just want to write right now when I have the time to do so dammit!!!!!
I have a lot of fics I want to write but when I just look at them I just feel so discouraged, like what I have so far is lackluster to me and I'm having some strange trouble keeping in past tense or present tense and I always feel like changing halfway through. I feel like all I'm doing is muddling through the fics at this point and I don't want to go through the motions of a fic, I want to write it and feel it so readers can feel it too~~! I'm just frustrated, I just want to write right now when I have the time to do so dammit!!!!!