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Um i decided i should update but i don't know what to write. i'm tired of all the "im stressed" stuff that i've been writing about, but it hasn't quite left yet. i went to the doctor's today to see if im depressed. he said he could suggest some counsellors. i don't really want to go to counsellors. how will it help to tell someone else my problems? that wouldn't make me feel better. i have so much coming up, i just need to make sure i focus on each thing as it comes. oh hey this sucks: my dad is thinking about pulling out as my ride to BA. fuck. and i don't swear usually. "there is so much coming up i don't know if i can go". ok thanks dad, after you said that you would go. i need this trip, not like i don't have anything piling up that i have to do. im gonna be doing homework while im down there, which'll suck, but i have to do the work sometime. everything will work out. thats what im hoping. it'll all work out in the end.