B.S at H.P
i can't believe some people. the stories they can come up with and some people believe them BUT no one even asked me if it was fucking true everyone just thought "WELL IF IT WAS SAID IT MUST BE TRUE" and then shun me WTF First of all who the fuck still shuns thats a grade 6 thing to do like if i have done some thing fucking wrong tell me, second of all think of me and my character do i seem like the kind of person that would just go and randomly "make out" with some one and if i am i got to change some of my character. The reason i completely tweaked out is because theres a huge note floating around and its all about ME and no would tell me what its about and on friday i told Kirstie, and Ray alot of my feelings and other shit and if i wanted everyone to know IT WOULDNT BE A FUCKING SECRET im never tell anyone a secret again. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG JESUS CHRIST PEOPLE THIS IS TO EVERYONE: try getting both sides of the argument before you judge me again TO RAY: WHAT THE FUCK were u thinking telling everyone that bullshit yes i did kiss ur neck and ear and run around without pants that was a joke beteewn friends, FRIENDS god i would do that at anyone of my friend houses as long as there are no parents
Jordans Dictoinary: Friend: Someone who cares for, keeps secrets, so on and so forth and is there for u when u need a hand, hug, of someone to cry with.
I didnt feel like i had one of those today. Save kyle, and kirstie who didnt believe this shit, everyone else believed it
But your think BLAH BLAH BLAH friends should know all secrets but this is the exact reason i dont people my secrets. but today i did find some one who would listen to me but its no one any of you know. today i have never been so made. i was so pissed at everyone for not telling me what others people because they where to shy or mad to tell me. I was so fucking pissed it brought me to tears, walking around the school at first break i was fucking in tears i'm not even that made at the 3 fuckers that killed my dad sad but true i would cry for them then be mad at them. this is why i fucking tell people what others are saying about them. Jeez if u got a problem with some one fucking tell them dont be a coward. I didnt tell steve how i felt about him was because i just met him and i dont judge so easily, some of these people have known me for 7 months or longer and its bullshit. typically people can rely on me and i can rely on them but today i could only count on a hand full of them.
I wish i could go back, and chose the right path, say fuck rays, im going to the movies with kyle, but stupidty kicked in, now its kicking back , i never should have went now. my patientence is lacking, crap i almost just snapped,
i'm trying to let go, and vent this shit out but i cant or i wont im sick and tired of never getting an actual apoligie its always im sorry. thats it and they excpect it to be better. this is it if some one wants to say sorry i want a verbal to my face no notes no emails not from some one else thats so childish .