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Wow, it's been over 2 months since my last entry. Can you tell that i've been really busy. The month of May just flew buy. My sister had her graduation, I was dealing with graduation also (i work at a party store and had close to 10 hours overtime in that pay period), we went camping (got a little screwed up..a very long story), had to take my cat to the vet (i didn't sleep well for a few days), mother's day, and there were other things in between all of that. I just can't remember.
Ok, so......what's going on right now im my life. I can never think of good things so here is some of the bad:
--First off, being broke as hell doesn't help anything and neither does not having a car when it rains (i have a moped...a cool lookin one)
--I've been missing my family a lot lately. My grandfather (i call him Poppa) turned 70 last month and i was the only one NOT there to celebrate. He has a lot of health problems so it's kind of amazing.
-- Nana (my grandma) and Poppa's 50th wedding anniversary is June 10th and the family is having this fancy dinner thing on the 12th and once again.....i'll be the only one who won't be there. I had napkins custom printed for the big event and they turned out great. My mom really loved them when she saw them. What kills me though is that i won't get to see the look on Nana's face when she walks into the North Fork restaurant and sees the napkins laying beside each place setting. (*chokes back a tear)
I just feel shitty, Like im in some sort of rut. Im just tired of my problems and listening to everyone else's. I have no motivation or energy to do anything productive so once again, i feel like shit because all i've done was sit around and burn up daylight. I hide my emotions very well....
Im gonna end this depressing journal now. Hopefully in the days to come, i'll have something more exciting to talk about. one can only hope.
Ok, so......what's going on right now im my life. I can never think of good things so here is some of the bad:
--First off, being broke as hell doesn't help anything and neither does not having a car when it rains (i have a moped...a cool lookin one)
--I've been missing my family a lot lately. My grandfather (i call him Poppa) turned 70 last month and i was the only one NOT there to celebrate. He has a lot of health problems so it's kind of amazing.
-- Nana (my grandma) and Poppa's 50th wedding anniversary is June 10th and the family is having this fancy dinner thing on the 12th and once again.....i'll be the only one who won't be there. I had napkins custom printed for the big event and they turned out great. My mom really loved them when she saw them. What kills me though is that i won't get to see the look on Nana's face when she walks into the North Fork restaurant and sees the napkins laying beside each place setting. (*chokes back a tear)
I just feel shitty, Like im in some sort of rut. Im just tired of my problems and listening to everyone else's. I have no motivation or energy to do anything productive so once again, i feel like shit because all i've done was sit around and burn up daylight. I hide my emotions very well....
Im gonna end this depressing journal now. Hopefully in the days to come, i'll have something more exciting to talk about. one can only hope.