Juice.
I'm back to being alone again. Fuck. I don't blame S but really, I'd like him to maybe see what I am going through from my perspective. I know he's got a hell of a lot on his shoulders, almost all the financial responsibility and he will have that burden for awhile. But just once, I would like for him to come home and see how I've been on my hands and knees cleaning or notice how supper is always made for him and the dishes and laundry is done.
Honestly, I don't feel like this often. Shaun is fairly appreciative but he is also why I spend so much time working on things...for example. CLEAN UP YOUR UNDERWEAR! Or just hang your towel up after you have a shower. That's all I ask.
Right now I love being pregnant, I am finally looking a little less fat and a little more pregnant. I also hate being a girl sometimes. The pressure to be pretty all the time and now I have this stress of loosing all this weight in two days after giving birth.
On a more joyous note, we have finally sold our other computer desk. Finally making room for a crib in our spare room. I do however, need to sell another computer monitor and full computer with keyboard, mouse, speakers, etc. S says that thats my job during the day to sell our stuff. No problemo, except I would sell almost all of his stuff. He has a ton of ugly stuff and he has this attatchment to things. He thinks I am trying to throw-out all his stuff. Between us, we probably have thousands of dollars worth cd's. I asked him yesterday to sit down with me one day and help me go through all of our albums and throw-out what isn't working or worth having anymore. He flipped about how he worked so hard to obtain all these albums. Loser. I mean, we have doubles of everything and all my cd's are newer and in working condition. Why have two? Why clutter the place up? Don't you feel better after a good clean?
He's going to be home soon. The love of my life. I better get a move on dinner, he'll be asleep within two hours of getting home and then I won't see him until tomorrow this time.
Honestly, I don't feel like this often. Shaun is fairly appreciative but he is also why I spend so much time working on things...for example. CLEAN UP YOUR UNDERWEAR! Or just hang your towel up after you have a shower. That's all I ask.
Right now I love being pregnant, I am finally looking a little less fat and a little more pregnant. I also hate being a girl sometimes. The pressure to be pretty all the time and now I have this stress of loosing all this weight in two days after giving birth.
On a more joyous note, we have finally sold our other computer desk. Finally making room for a crib in our spare room. I do however, need to sell another computer monitor and full computer with keyboard, mouse, speakers, etc. S says that thats my job during the day to sell our stuff. No problemo, except I would sell almost all of his stuff. He has a ton of ugly stuff and he has this attatchment to things. He thinks I am trying to throw-out all his stuff. Between us, we probably have thousands of dollars worth cd's. I asked him yesterday to sit down with me one day and help me go through all of our albums and throw-out what isn't working or worth having anymore. He flipped about how he worked so hard to obtain all these albums. Loser. I mean, we have doubles of everything and all my cd's are newer and in working condition. Why have two? Why clutter the place up? Don't you feel better after a good clean?
He's going to be home soon. The love of my life. I better get a move on dinner, he'll be asleep within two hours of getting home and then I won't see him until tomorrow this time.