I don't know what to do anymore.
So this weight business is really starting to bum me out...I want to go back to the gym and start eating better like I used to but I am having such a hard time making that first step. I feel so miserable when I shouldn't. I don't really know what it's going to take to whip myself back into shape. I usually have no problem eating well during the day but then it comes to dinner/evening and I fall apart. I really just want my cuteness back. I liked being thin and having some tone. Now I feel gross and flabby... I just need some motivation and NEED to do this or else I'm going to stay miserable. I have another wedding to stand in next August and I want to be thin for it. I need to be... I just want a permanent solution, something that will last...