Who do you think you're fooling?
I was asked that today, by someone who is going to remain nameless. to tell you the truth i was taken back by the question....who the hell asks that? i didnt really have a reply that i found suitable for the person who asked me, so i just went silent....much suprise because i dont often go silent....i got to thinking about like 10 minutes ago and this is the conclusion that i came to:
When was the last time anyone can remember seeing me cry?? umm you probably havent because its one of those things that i have decided isnt worth letting other people see. when was the last time you can remember me telling you EXACTLY how i was feeling..without the sugar coating or without the little things that i choose to leave out. and when was the last time you saw the heartbreak that i have on the inside come out in my eyes? and when exactly was the last time you heard me say "yeah im fine" with that dull sound in my voice? and can you tell me, when was the last time you saw me so stressed that i wanted to scream because i really am.
so you see sweethearts.. i am fooling everyone
When was the last time anyone can remember seeing me cry?? umm you probably havent because its one of those things that i have decided isnt worth letting other people see. when was the last time you can remember me telling you EXACTLY how i was feeling..without the sugar coating or without the little things that i choose to leave out. and when was the last time you saw the heartbreak that i have on the inside come out in my eyes? and when exactly was the last time you heard me say "yeah im fine" with that dull sound in my voice? and can you tell me, when was the last time you saw me so stressed that i wanted to scream because i really am.
so you see sweethearts.. i am fooling everyone