Nov 06, 2004 19:16
I am going to make a list of things that have made me happy and sad since school has started:
HAPPY
1. School actually starting
2. Meeting new people
3. Frosh Week
4. Being in a place where you can go to Second Cup and sit around for two hours on your break
5. Going to QQ Teashop and playing games with Tracey and Erin
6. The university atmosphere
7. Being surrounded by brilliant people who have so many different opinions
8. Feeling like I belong
9. Knowing that once I am done with University, I will hopefully have a nice job and a family
10. Finally realizing that I can be myself, and not worry about what others think.
11. Realizing that I have great friends
12. Finally knowing that my parents won't kill me if I fail.
SAD
1. School ( its odd how school is in both the sad and happy category)
2. Failing my economics midterm ( the peak of sadness)
3. Realizing that if I fail economics, I won't get into second year
4. Realizing that, although I may have been somewhat smart in high school, I am pretty dumb in university.
5. PRESSURE from school work
6. Actually wanting to die, because I can't handle school anymore.
7. Really wanting to quit my job, even though I went through so much to get it.
I guess the happy outweigh the sad in numbers, but truly, the weight of each sad listing is much more than the weight of each happy listing. Sad things make me more sad now, then happy things make me happy. But its all good.