fear falls down like rain and it makes me whole again
9 days until spring break. dear lord i cannot wait. i had lunch with jenn and kristian today, and they got along really well, which was great. we talked about having a picnic when the weather gets better.
the boy's coming down for spring break and i am so excited about that. i'm meeting him halfway in syracuse and we're making the rest of the trip together, and it'll be awesome to have him here and not have to worry about work or class or anything. can't wait can't wait can't wait.
1. What is a difference between the last two people you kissed?
one is still here and the other's not? um, but seriously, one is a kind, caring, all-around wonderful boyfriend, and the other was pretty much a jackass.
2. Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
eh. i don't still love them anymore, so i'm not sure in what sense he would still be in my heart. i'll probably always remember him, but i don't have any kind of feelings for him.
5. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear?
no, i don't think i have. also, did we skip a few questions?
6. Have you cried today at all?
nope, can't say that i have.
7. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
still sleeping. :) probably what i'll be doing at 8 tomorrow morning too.
9. Do you say "sexy" a lot?
no . . . can't say it's on my most-used words list. there used to be a thing that would scan your lj and give you a list of the words that appeared most often in your journal. of course for most people, most of the words were stupid little ones like 'the', 'and', 'it', etc. but it was cool to see the other ones. i don't remember who had it or how to access it anymore, but i wonder how many times canada would show up now. lol.
10. When was the last time you had a sleepover?
ummm . . . well does me visiting tala and kelly count? i was sleeping in their houses, but not in their rooms. so if that counts, february. if not, damned if i know.
11. Do you have any gay friends?
indeed i do. in fact i had lunch with one of them today.
12. What is something you currently want?
some cuddles from my boyfriend. it to be spring break now. a summer job.
13. When did you last throw up?
ummmm . . . sometime in january maybe?
14. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yep yep.
15. Do you still think about your exes?
not often.
18. Ever made out in a pool?
ummm . . . i actually might have to go with no on that one. in the ocean, though. :)
19. Where is your default picture taken?
my default icon? no idea. i just thought it looked cool, so i stole it.
20. Have you ever gambled in a casino?
i think once, when my parents took me after my 21st birthday. not really my thing since i usually can't afford to throw money away like that.
21. Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
i've done both. right now i'm more in a long-ish mood, especially after i cut it over the summer and seriously regretted it. but i have had it short previously and liked it, so.
22. What is your favorite place you have traveled?
i really really like toronto; it's just such an awesome city. i feel pretty comfortable there. there are other places i've been that i'd like to revisit someday, but i think toronto's safely my favorite.
23. Do you like ice cream?
am i human?
24. What is your favorite color?
blue :)
25. What was the last thing you bought?
umm . . . lunch and a chai milkshake.
26. Where do you keep your money?
mostly in the bank . . . whenever i do actually have some cash, it lives in my wallet.
27. What was the weather like today?
really really windy, but otherwise the temperature was pretty decent. i want spriiiiiing.
28. Where are your mom and dad?
dad's taking a nap. teri's in florida, and i would assume susan's somewhere in south jersey, though i really don't have the faintest idea.
29. What did you want for Christmas?
a desk. i got it. (see pictures linked in last entry.)
30. Last vacation destination you went to?
toronto. :)
31. Do you want to cut your hair?
no no no. at least not right now, not after how much i regretted it last summer.
32. Do you like to eat ice?
um, i mean, i wouldn't say i do it regularly, but sometimes i'll crunch on it when there's a lot of little pieces.
33. What is your favorite place to shop?
depends on what i'm shopping for, but target is usually a pretty good bet. grocery store - wegman's, bookstore - barnes & noble, most other things usually come from target.
34. When do you go to sleep?
i guess probably between 11 and 12 most nights.
35. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you texted?
brad. he's who probably 97% of my text messages go to.
36. Would you ever consider moving to another state to be with the one you love?
how 'bout another country? :p
37. Do you like sushi?
mmm california rolls.
39. Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
no . . . why would i?
40. Are you over the age of 25?
i am not. but it's weird to think i'll be 24 this summer.
41. Are you typically a jealous person?
nah, not really.
42. Own bright colored underwear?
mm, not actually too many *bright* colors, but lots of different patterns and such, definitely. plain underwear is boring. same with socks.
43. Who is the last person to text you?
kristian, telling me that lunch was fun.
44. What was the best movie you have seen in the past two weeks?
i gotta go with jenn's answer and say that i haven't seen a movie in the past two weeks. :p
45. Are you going to have a good night?
um, i hope so. i don't have anything planned . . .
46. Do you have strange dreams?
yeah, pretty often.
47. When was the last time you did the dishes?
dishes? that would require me to cook something. and oh wait, THAT would require us to HAVE cookware. effing . . .
48. Do you trust all of your friends?
how can you be friends with people you don't trust? does that work?
49. What are you listening to?
sheryl crow - everyday is a winding road
50. Have you ever had your heart broken?
of course.
51. What is something you learned today?
that kristian got a ticket last year for parking on the wrong side of the street when it snowed. that patrick swayze may or may not have cancer. and that there is indeed a clip on youtube of the odoyle rules scenes from billy madison.
52. Are you happy?
i hate my job most days, i can't WAIT to be done with grad school, and i am 500 miles away from my boyfriend. but i feel like overall i'm still making the best of crappy situations and still staying positive, so i guess i'm happy. could i be happier? absolutely, very much so. but i don't think i'm truly UNhappy.
that's all; nothing much really going on here.
the boy's coming down for spring break and i am so excited about that. i'm meeting him halfway in syracuse and we're making the rest of the trip together, and it'll be awesome to have him here and not have to worry about work or class or anything. can't wait can't wait can't wait.
1. What is a difference between the last two people you kissed?
one is still here and the other's not? um, but seriously, one is a kind, caring, all-around wonderful boyfriend, and the other was pretty much a jackass.
2. Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
eh. i don't still love them anymore, so i'm not sure in what sense he would still be in my heart. i'll probably always remember him, but i don't have any kind of feelings for him.
5. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear?
no, i don't think i have. also, did we skip a few questions?
6. Have you cried today at all?
nope, can't say that i have.
7. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
still sleeping. :) probably what i'll be doing at 8 tomorrow morning too.
9. Do you say "sexy" a lot?
no . . . can't say it's on my most-used words list. there used to be a thing that would scan your lj and give you a list of the words that appeared most often in your journal. of course for most people, most of the words were stupid little ones like 'the', 'and', 'it', etc. but it was cool to see the other ones. i don't remember who had it or how to access it anymore, but i wonder how many times canada would show up now. lol.
10. When was the last time you had a sleepover?
ummm . . . well does me visiting tala and kelly count? i was sleeping in their houses, but not in their rooms. so if that counts, february. if not, damned if i know.
11. Do you have any gay friends?
indeed i do. in fact i had lunch with one of them today.
12. What is something you currently want?
some cuddles from my boyfriend. it to be spring break now. a summer job.
13. When did you last throw up?
ummmm . . . sometime in january maybe?
14. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yep yep.
15. Do you still think about your exes?
not often.
18. Ever made out in a pool?
ummm . . . i actually might have to go with no on that one. in the ocean, though. :)
19. Where is your default picture taken?
my default icon? no idea. i just thought it looked cool, so i stole it.
20. Have you ever gambled in a casino?
i think once, when my parents took me after my 21st birthday. not really my thing since i usually can't afford to throw money away like that.
21. Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
i've done both. right now i'm more in a long-ish mood, especially after i cut it over the summer and seriously regretted it. but i have had it short previously and liked it, so.
22. What is your favorite place you have traveled?
i really really like toronto; it's just such an awesome city. i feel pretty comfortable there. there are other places i've been that i'd like to revisit someday, but i think toronto's safely my favorite.
23. Do you like ice cream?
am i human?
24. What is your favorite color?
blue :)
25. What was the last thing you bought?
umm . . . lunch and a chai milkshake.
26. Where do you keep your money?
mostly in the bank . . . whenever i do actually have some cash, it lives in my wallet.
27. What was the weather like today?
really really windy, but otherwise the temperature was pretty decent. i want spriiiiiing.
28. Where are your mom and dad?
dad's taking a nap. teri's in florida, and i would assume susan's somewhere in south jersey, though i really don't have the faintest idea.
29. What did you want for Christmas?
a desk. i got it. (see pictures linked in last entry.)
30. Last vacation destination you went to?
toronto. :)
31. Do you want to cut your hair?
no no no. at least not right now, not after how much i regretted it last summer.
32. Do you like to eat ice?
um, i mean, i wouldn't say i do it regularly, but sometimes i'll crunch on it when there's a lot of little pieces.
33. What is your favorite place to shop?
depends on what i'm shopping for, but target is usually a pretty good bet. grocery store - wegman's, bookstore - barnes & noble, most other things usually come from target.
34. When do you go to sleep?
i guess probably between 11 and 12 most nights.
35. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you texted?
brad. he's who probably 97% of my text messages go to.
36. Would you ever consider moving to another state to be with the one you love?
how 'bout another country? :p
37. Do you like sushi?
mmm california rolls.
39. Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
no . . . why would i?
40. Are you over the age of 25?
i am not. but it's weird to think i'll be 24 this summer.
41. Are you typically a jealous person?
nah, not really.
42. Own bright colored underwear?
mm, not actually too many *bright* colors, but lots of different patterns and such, definitely. plain underwear is boring. same with socks.
43. Who is the last person to text you?
kristian, telling me that lunch was fun.
44. What was the best movie you have seen in the past two weeks?
i gotta go with jenn's answer and say that i haven't seen a movie in the past two weeks. :p
45. Are you going to have a good night?
um, i hope so. i don't have anything planned . . .
46. Do you have strange dreams?
yeah, pretty often.
47. When was the last time you did the dishes?
dishes? that would require me to cook something. and oh wait, THAT would require us to HAVE cookware. effing . . .
48. Do you trust all of your friends?
how can you be friends with people you don't trust? does that work?
49. What are you listening to?
sheryl crow - everyday is a winding road
50. Have you ever had your heart broken?
of course.
51. What is something you learned today?
that kristian got a ticket last year for parking on the wrong side of the street when it snowed. that patrick swayze may or may not have cancer. and that there is indeed a clip on youtube of the odoyle rules scenes from billy madison.
52. Are you happy?
i hate my job most days, i can't WAIT to be done with grad school, and i am 500 miles away from my boyfriend. but i feel like overall i'm still making the best of crappy situations and still staying positive, so i guess i'm happy. could i be happier? absolutely, very much so. but i don't think i'm truly UNhappy.
that's all; nothing much really going on here.