because aside from being my boyfriend he was one of my best friends. so besides losing a great lover, i've lost one of my most reliable sources of comfort and support.
Yeah. Been there, done that, so I know a bit about where you're coming from. *hugs*
it's possible that at some point in the future we'll be able to be friends (read: i'll be able to talk to him without crying or asking him why he had to start sucking big time), but that time is definitely not now.
You probably will, but you definitely need some time. Keep youself busy, do whatever you need to get it out now, stay in touch with friends, and just every so often take a deep breath and have a little rage.
I'm taken back to a moment in college...I withdrew from classes in the middle of the semester for a variety of reasons (mostly that I was just about the worst student ever), and some friends of mine kidnapped me, and we drove out on the Colonial Parkway towards Yorktown to a spot just after the bridge over the river, pulled off to the side, and sat by the river. They'd bought bread ends and house ("food that's good for the soul"), and we sat and talked and ate, and they made me feel good about the decision I'd made, and gave me hope that maybe someday my life wouldn't suck so much. And because of people like them, it really didn't. So I wish for you friends like mine, and a moment like that.
i do have some very good friends, and i am so grateful for them. it's a little harder to get them all together at once like i could during the school year . . . or like i did last year when he broke up with me the first time (even though that ended up not lasting). i think about four of my friends took me to wawa and bought a thing of cookie dough, then we went and sat in the president's tree and ate it, and it made me feel a lot better. this time there have been lots of similar moments with only one or two friends at a time, but still - good food and knowing that these people are there for me, and that's really what i need.
Yeah. Been there, done that, so I know a bit about where you're coming from. *hugs*
it's possible that at some point in the future we'll be able to be friends (read: i'll be able to talk to him without crying or asking him why he had to start sucking big time), but that time is definitely not now.
You probably will, but you definitely need some time. Keep youself busy, do whatever you need to get it out now, stay in touch with friends, and just every so often take a deep breath and have a little rage.
I'm taken back to a moment in college...I withdrew from classes in the middle of the semester for a variety of reasons (mostly that I was just about the worst student ever), and some friends of mine kidnapped me, and we drove out on the Colonial Parkway towards Yorktown to a spot just after the bridge over the river, pulled off to the side, and sat by the river. They'd bought bread ends and house ("food that's good for the soul"), and we sat and talked and ate, and they made me feel good about the decision I'd made, and gave me hope that maybe someday my life wouldn't suck so much. And because of people like them, it really didn't. So I wish for you friends like mine, and a moment like that.
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