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this summer is going to take forever at this rate. I seriously miss everyone from x so much. I don't care what people say - home isn't always the same. people arent here, people have changed, stuff is just different. I've realized who my actual friends are and realized how sick I am of going out and getting loaded with people you settle to be friends with. Jen isn't home - that sucks. Jen come home to meeeeee. I miss Dru - not actually dru but the having somewhere there all the tiem part of dru. That sounds pretty bad I think... but I guess that's what I really loved about him. He was always there, no matter what. We always found something fun to do. And now he's not here.. well he is but I've realized he's not the right thing anymore. All of the sudden there's not that much fun stuff to do around here. I wanna go back to school. I wanna go to the library with everyone, go for dinner, get dressed up like idiots and go to the pub. Rent movies and sit and cry because we always rent stupid sappy ones like PS I love you. I want to see my team - have a practice and a team dinner after. For some reason nothing is as fun anymore.
Grr.
Grr.