"Emotionally Deprived"
I have to use the words of a friend of mine, in a post she made some time ago--"Emotionally Deprived". That describes absolutely perfectly they way I feel right now. I can't get excited over anything right now--absolutely nothing. Last night, I had a VERY nasty conversation with my parents...something I was going to send an e-mail about to my 3 "counsellors", the people who help me through my hard times. Thing is, I got half-way through it, and I couldn't stick to it. I simply felt zero desire or compuction to finish it...despite the fact that it is something I am going to HAVE to get out, or, well, it's just going to eat me up, from the inside out. (Once emotions return, that is.)
I'm talking to 5 people at once on IM right now, but I have no interest in continuing those conversations...and one of those people is my best friend. It's only with a mighty effort that I am even managing to keep the conversations alive at all. And in fact, one of them just died right now...without the person even telling me they were leaving...shows how much of a conversation we were having!
Folks, I could use all the prayer I can get right about now...I'm feeling rather drowned, and I simply need help. There are just way too many issues pressing down on me.
~Tyler
I'm talking to 5 people at once on IM right now, but I have no interest in continuing those conversations...and one of those people is my best friend. It's only with a mighty effort that I am even managing to keep the conversations alive at all. And in fact, one of them just died right now...without the person even telling me they were leaving...shows how much of a conversation we were having!
Folks, I could use all the prayer I can get right about now...I'm feeling rather drowned, and I simply need help. There are just way too many issues pressing down on me.
~Tyler