and when you come to see me, you will ride the lights alone
It's really fun seeing people that you haven't seen in years. Almost as much fun as being with someone that has never been to New Jersey. Yesterday was so much fun, and all we did was drive around and visit people Chris hasn't seen in a while. It's really good to see that some people haven't changed at all. And Chris' friend Ryan has never been here, and just thought everything was so fascinating.
Lately it seems I'm either reallyreallyreally happy, or reallyreallyreally sad, and there are no inbetweens. Having someone that was pretty much your best friend ignore you/not bother talking to you, is a really weird feeling.
This is the longest I've ever not talked to Ryan, ever.